Well, I don't know where to start. I can't remember the last time I even wrote in here. It's horibble. I once had so much time to update, and nothing to write about. Now, theres all this stuff to write about...and no time to update. Bummer. My life has been filled with a few things in the last few weeks. Shawn, work, school, Kym, repeat. It's been busy...and it's been fun.

Shawn and I are still doing absolutely amazing. We're really in love. I'm sure of it. We get along sooo well, and we can take each others joking around and stuff. And I absolutely love his family and I love being around him and his family and wow...I dunno. The feelings are really strong. It's a really good things...that's for sure. The other day, I was kinda over-emotional and I said some stuff to Josh who repeated it to Shawn and it caused our first...idk...not fight really, but first...disagreement? I dunno. I was just being really dumb. I'm always really dumb and Shawn's always so good to me. He really treats me so well; he's just genuinely the nicest guy I've ever met. Not only to me, but just everyone. People who know him know what I mean. He's so good to me though; after dating him...I could never date any of the guys I've dated in the past because after being with someone who treats you good...you can't go back to that, yano?

My New Years was good. I went down to my boo's and spent it with him. It was a good time. I love him...

My vacation went all too quickly though. I hung out with Shawn alot...we went to the mall alot. I was dissapointed with the mall because...well, there isn't much there anymore. Aurgh. I also spend alot of time with Kym...and I worked alot. I hung out with Tiff and Jimmy one night, we went to the mall. Then they took me to get my awesome new piercing. I got my trigus pierced. It is so flipping hott...atleast I think so, and that's whats important to me. It hurt sooooo bad; I screamed ALOT. It was a fun night though. When they dropped me off, Jimmy like e-braked into my driveway. it was sooooo scary. Tiff and I were screaming. lol...we're babies. Shawn likes to do that to me too. Just start sliding all over the road or something. I hate it. It scares me.

School has been going again for like two weeks. Erika and I finished our history project. The first time we handed it in, we got a 91...then we fixed it...and got a 99, and then I fixed it again and now we have a 100! That's soooo awesome. I'm so happy. I missed seeing everyone from school over break. When I saw Erika, I gave her a bigggg hug. She's been sick this week so I didnt get to see her until today. I gave her the bigggggggest hug ever. I LOVEEEEE HER.

Last week, Kym and I got out of work really early so we went over and got pizza, then went to Bens and hung out. Andy and I talked for like an hour...it was really nice. There was no pressure, no fighting. Just talking like old friends. It made me think alot...about the things I used to do, and how I used to do things. It makes me kinda sick to think about how bad I was to Justin and Andy. I mean, I did some REALLY shitty things that only a few people know about...and wow, if someone had done that to me...it would have broken my heart.

Speaking of broken hearts...Matt has been calling me lately. I'm not sure what he really wants from me. Like, if he just wants to be friends...that's fine. I told him I had a boyfriend and I didn't want anything to do with him as more then friends...but, he's still calling and stuff so I dunno.

Aww...I saw Lisa at the mall the other day. She's getting so big [pregnant]. It makes me all happy. I really can't wait to have a baby. I think it'd be so awesome...but, I'm still young so I'll wait. But her stomach is sooooo cute. I was like...isn't that cuteeee shawn?! =) haha. he would be an amazing father. I love how he is with his sisters. He's so protective of them and stuff. It's really cute. I'd hate for him to be my older brother though.

I was thinking about how much everyones changed the other day. Friends who were once unsepertable...are now, never together. People who you thought would never date, are now dating. I remember...Jen and I spent every second together. Now, I don't see her. Lindz and I used to talk alot...now I can't really recall the last conversation I had with her. Same with Courtney. And it's strange cause our lockers are right next to each others. We're just always busy doing our own things or going a different way. It's sad.

Finals are tuesday and wednesday. Then thursday and friday we have no school. Then come monday, its the start of a new semester. All new classes = SCARYYYYY!

My schedule is looking like this:
- Trig
- Cad II
- English
- Speech
...aurgh, not thrilled but...what, only 18 weeks of that shit and then schools out? I can't wait...I really can't.

Something I've been thinking about. I've been saving crazy money to get my own car...and I could pry have a piece of crap one right now if I wanted too...but, I think I might just pay to have the 'vette put on the road for summer. Come fall, I should have made enough money this summer to have got another vehicle to put on the road. I ran it by my dad and he said that it's a posibility so who knows...=) I'm thinking about getting a second job and only working mcdonalds on the weekends and working somewhere else during the week. I guess time will tell. =)

I told my dad last week that next Christmas might be my last Christmas at home. Omg...he got all whiny and sad. I was like...shut up. But...that's how fast time is going by. It's amazing. It scares the hell out of me too, because I'm not sure what I wanna do with the rest of my life. Blah...time will tell, I suppose.

well, I'm out. Peace

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