...no matter what I do anymore, I got someone trying to fuck me over or hurt me or make me jealous or just...idk, push me away?

It seems that EVERYTHING I do is wrong anymore and I'm so sick of it.

hmm...i jus give up. I guess if anyone wants anything to do with me, they gotta start making an effort cause im sick of it.

anyways...an update

thursday nite sara and I headed to elmira to go chill with ben and andy. I DROVE all by myself...well with sara. it was great. FIRST we went to subway and then to kyms where i lost the keys and spent a good 20 mins lookin for em. then we went to bens and chilled there and then went to andys. they wouldnt ride with me! fuckers. ooh well, then I gave amys friend a ride home and amy kept telling me how to drive. I was like...uhh i got my license hunnie, I think I can handle this. then sara and I went to tops adn then to hollywood video. mm...the blummer;-) hahaha...

friday, I worked 5-10 and then melissa took me to bens and i stayed the nite thur with andy ben and sara. it was fun but i was tired...

i slept really...sketchy. it sucked. I kept getting woken up and stuff. aurgh...then we got up about 9 and went to andys and then to tops and then back to bens then to andys. then andy left...don't even get me started on that. then i chilled with ben and sara till we came back to kyms...

then we jus chilled and got bitched at. >:O im so sick of bitching

sara left...kym and i went to chill with bryan and dan...

came home

chilled

going to bed now

working 6-2:-x

I fucking hate life so much...esp troy. im so sick of the unecassairy drama and retarded people...aurgh, but anyways. peace

Hey killer Dont Be hateing Live im here 4 ya And i bed justion is there 2 ..... i love ya dont be hateing life ..... Sorry about Going to jackies but you gana have to live with me Going to chill with her Shes ONLY A FRIEND NO MORE!!! You have to lirn to trust me on that you :( ...... Well i got to be going ill talk to u sooon as i get home.... Love ya Killer :-D
» Andy :) :( (24.169.162.173) on 2005-09-18 08:47:45

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