I worked friday and sat. I enjoy working. I think it was thursday that kym me andy and ben chilled. It was an enjoyable time. ;-) i won't go into details about that.

friday I worked. I really kinda enjoy working there. It's not really...easy but it's not hard. and it's not really fun but...certain people make it enjoyable.

sat I was supposed to work 1-6 but ended up working 1-9 and then went to Kym's and Justin picked me up.

went to his place and hang out..stayed the nite

went to hammond damn...? lake or whatever sunday and then stayed the nite again...we talked some. not as much as we should have. camped out last nite. aww, then hadda get up early to take brandon to summer school. came back to Justins and went back to bed.

got up and got a shower...thats when all the fun stuff happened. picked brandon up from school, started talking to Justin...and then we broke up.

I have a feeling we're going to get back together. I miss him so much...and we talked some tonite. I'm jus so hurt and so is he. I guess maybe this break will strengthen our relationship...or end it. Time will tell...

I'm handling it better then I thought I would be right now. When I went to work, Bens like "did someone punch you in the eye?" I was like..."no, I was dumped" haha. then andy came in. =) haha and got sent home early.

but then he came in after I got outta work jus to see me for a few mins. Aww, it made me happy happy. =) he gave me a hug. aww

I dont wanna do anything right now. I jus wanna...let things happen. I have no intentions of getting back with Justin right now, and I have no intentions of hooking up with anyone else. I need some time...

idk how much time thats gonna be.

maybe 1 day, maybe 1 month, or maybe a year

but one thing won't change, I'm going to be happy with whatever happens.

and I'm always gonna be here for you...bc you're my only one.

I'm working friday, sat, and sunday. i might be babysitting thursday too so...I might be gone then. I dunno. I'll write again

byeee

BTW, my new permit came. not that I haven't been driving but still. I'm pretty happy about that.

also, I think I broke my thumb.

and i got toothpaste on my work shirt before leaving...

and I was so upset about it and andy jus laughed at me.

haha kayy, bye

oooh, also MATT wrote me. I'm gonna write him back. He gets out august 4...aww =)

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