Wednesday. 5.4.05 7:23 pm
Monday nite I think it was...I babysat for Joshys sister for a few hrs and then chilled with him and a bunch of people. hes down in NC already. BOOHOO...that shit seriously makes me friggin bawl my eyes out. It sucks...but what can yah do? It was a crazy night tho, everyone was drinking and smoking...stuff. I was like...'yup Im the prud girl who doesnt do that shit bc her boyfriend doesnt think she needs to.' lmao, I didnt really say that and wasnt really thinkin it but its kinda the truth but ooh well, hes worth it. :-*
yesterday, Tiff was telling Beaner about a comment I made toward her about being a lesbian [joking of course] and then Beaner was like...yea well, if I ever was gay, I'd wanna be gay with your boyfriend. lmao, it was hilarous coming from Beaner whose anti-gay and even funnier cause Justins pretty much the same way. I laughed...I got a kick out of it.
I needa get my grades up. My English one I'm not worried about but the rest of 'em are jus going downhill so bad. I can't stand it. It's horibble. I needa get my fucking act together. We have about 23ish days of school left. I'm excited as hell for the summer but man...it's hard to believe that I'll be one year closer to graduating and it's going to suck ass without Natalie and Tim and Tom durin web design. Mostly Natalie tho. Aww how I jus love her. We're def. gonna have to chill over the summer and stuff.
Weekend Plans? Nothing definite yet...I guess Justin and I aren't going to the Sohpmore Hop. I kinda wanted to go but its jus too much fucking around for one god damn dance. Plus, I need all the money I have right now to finish paying off my prom dress. I have enough right now to pay for the rest of my dress but thas about it.
Current annoyance?:
people who are like, "I love you so much" after about the first week of there relationship. That pisses me off more then anything in the world. You dont LOVE someone as a friggin week, or even a month. You can only begin to really love someone when the thought of losing them is more pain then you can bear. That's love. Not...when you can find someone else within a week and talk shit on the ex after you guys break up. If you ever really LOVED someone, you will ALWAYS love them. Yea...okay, I'm done bitching about that.
For English, I'm doing my speech on the number one killer of teens; car accidents. Its pretty hard. Theres so much shit due this week...fortunuately, the only thing I need to do now is right the rough draft of my speech. I got the outline and the bib done. Well the rough one. It's hard.
Saturdays mine and Justin's 9 months. I've mentioned it before but I'm going to mention it again cause it makes me happy. Wow...9 months.
It went by so quick, which brings me to how fast time is changing now. I can't believe its almost summer vacation again. I feel like it jus ended a few months ago. WOW. Don't get me wrong, I'm hella excited but scared to. I need to start thinking about my future...school next year? I'm still working on going to school in Elmira. I dunno. Maybe, maybe not.
Which bums me out cause I haven't chilled with Kym in awhile. It sucks. She's always working and when shes not, she has school and once in awhile she gets a day off. Plus, I spend my time with Justin, etc. It sucks. Grr...ooh well, what can yah do? Hopefully I get to see her soon tho. I MISSSSS YOU!
sometimes, girls piss me right the hell off. Okay, ALOT. Like...I know I'm a girl and all but...I hope I never do any of the GAYYY ass shit I've seen some chicks do. Like...say something really loud that they know would piss someone off...jus to piss them off. It's so ignorant. Obviously, you still have feelings for whatever the fuck the losers name was if you'll go OUT of your way to friggin piss him off or try and hurt him. and what's up with the lying and shit? You don't impress the shit out of me when you lie about shit. Esp when I can tell. God damn, how dumb can you get. Whats worse even is when they push the lie so its like...something fucking totally from a fiction book. Whatever.
I'm going to miss Brock like crazy next year. I dunno why but I jus thought of that. Aww...=/ it bums me out. He's a sweetie. Tha's for sure.
but no ones as sweet as my babbbby; I think I'm going to go wait for him to call or get online. BOOOOOOOO...work sucks. :-p I LOVE YOU!
aww does someone need some midol?? ;-) haha JK ..I miss you too..sometimes :-p.. We havent chilled in like a month.. Thats a long ass time...:-(
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