I have been having a pretty bad week. I dunno why really. Actually, I think it's because this Sunday is gonna be 2 years since Ash died and everything gets really stressful at home around this time of the year. So I think some of that is gettin' to me. Then theres the fact that I have court next thursday and I am so fucking scared. I mean, more scared then you could ever imagine. I got 3 letters of refrences...-from Mrs. Hutter, Ms. Abreau, and Mr. Silwinki. Plus my report card and everything but I'm so scared. They sent my freakin paper work to the lawyer...and soo yea, I'm fucked there because hes gonna say something to my dad. ooh well. My dads already bitched at me enough today. First it was bc I used 400 plus minutes on my moms phone card, then because my class ring is 'so expensive' when its really not, and lastly because my report card was SHIT this quater.

Speakin of grades, I got a 92 on my american cultures test. yes this makes me very happy because I studied really hard and I need to get my grades up. Mr. Bowers has been nicer lately. Well to me atleast. Haha durin that class today, Allie Hall was like 'loook' so I looked out the window and these girls were walkin down the hill and shes like they're gonna fall and then you see their arms waverin and stuff as they try to keep their balance. It was great.

Also, I talked to Dustin this mornin. Tha's always fun. I love him=) He jus called me so I'll write more later.

okay jus got off the phone with Dustin. Jeez, I can't believe peoples bullshit. ahh well, I love that kid. He's so sweet. Him and I really needa hang out, we have so much fun together.

Hmm, I miss Brock. We never get to talk much or ne thing. I did get to talk to him long enough to find out that he isnt workin at Vinnies anymore.

Justin and Me? ahh we're kinda rocky right now bc I havent exactly been fair to him lately. I've felt os many fucked up feelings and I jus dunno. I told Justin something today that no one knows really. Wow, I hadnt even thought about it in months and then bam...I jus thought about it adn told him. I trust him for some reason. It's odd. He jus...doesnt talk too much shit. I love him. We also talked about other stuff and that was good. Stuff I thought about alot that I really need not worry about.

Hmm, Dustin made me think. So now I got more thinkin' to do and maybe gonna call my boy. Idk where hes at!

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