didn't really do anything to exciting. we split wood and stuff. haha that wasnt fun but, it was okay cuz now my dad doesn't not like him as much. =) Then we watched white chicks and irobot or something like that. haha white chicks is jus soo funny, i went and saw it with sara when it first came out but it was still jus as funny.

I felt so sick and sore today, it was crazy. And Justin and me like to play around so that didn't help bc I'd scrape one of my bites or something. hah, how funny does that sound?

He kinda made me upset today bc his mom was like, "I heard you got into a little fight the other day..." or something like that and she said it in a sympathetic voice and Justin started laughing. I'm sorry but god, how could he laugh about it. It's not even funny. I mean, I guess it's funny if you hate me and want me to get my ass wooped but it's not funny when I'm your girl friend. Oooh well tho. It happens. We also had a little...not really a fight, jus a...tif about scott/last sunday. he doesn't trust me at all. that's pretty sad because, I have never been this good to a boyfriend. I mean...the way I feel about him is so much stronger then I've ever felt and like...I'd rather get hurt then hurt him. That's how much he means to me. He's got too good of a heart to hurt and he means well altho, sometimes things don't always come out right. I love him...

On to bigger and badder things, 4 months till my 16th b-day. I know it's awhile but...still.

My dad's crazy sometimes. Actually, alot but here's why.--He told me that he'd rather me kill someone with a knife and have to pay the lawyers to get me off easier then to have to come visit me in the hospital. He is crazy, but I guess I can understand his point. He'd rather have me in alot of trouble and be alive then get off without any trouble but be paralyzed or dead. I dunno, sometimes he makes sense.

Kym and I were talkin' the other night about how our fathers are always so angry at the world and have so much hatred towards people and we never really understood why until this shit happened. It makes me angry that someone could hurt me, when I didn't even do anything. And it makes me even angrier, that some people expect me to just let it go and move on. I know it's not over and I'm going to be prepared next time.

But anyways, I don't feel much like writing anything else.

Jus that I love you so much Justin. =)

ooh and check out that pic of him, I happen to think he looks HOTT! ---->

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