except that Joshy called. idk what it is about that boy. hes crazy. We talked. We always talk. Thats why him and I never had a relationship and never will. We talk abotu things too much instead of jus taking risks...yano? it reminds me of Joey and Dawson on the earlier episodes of Dawsons Creek. Those of you who've seen it know what I'm talking about. We talk our feelings to the point where we realize how silly or dumb or whatever they are and change 'em. It's crazy. But, Joshy is a really good friend and he understands about everything and is cool with it. haha, he told me he wanted to meet Justin tho. I'm thinking...no? :) I mean, Justins great...dont get me wrong on that...but Joshy would be rude as hell to him and Justin doesn't deserve to be treated with anything but respect.:)

I had nothing to do today. Yano when you're bored, you think alot about things. I did that. It sucked ass because I jus thought about things way tooo much. I hate boring summer days. I miss Justin. Yano who I really miss tho? I miss Allie. Alot. I was gonna call her today but have no time left on my card soo...thas okay. I really miss her tho. Last time I called, she was grounded tho so I dunno. It doesn't matter, I guess its best that I've come to terms with the fact that I pry won't ever see my sister again. Okay that was a lil dramatic, I'll pry see her again...but, not like you should see a sister. Esp one that means as much as she does to me.

So I found out that Red has a gf. I've also seen pics of her. Not that I care or ne thing because I know things wouldnt ever have worked with Red n I being hes gonna be 21 in Oct and I'm 15, but...his girl aint got shit on me.:) And, that makes me feel better. Sometimes, I jus wish Red woulda told me straight up. It's all good tho...

No Regrets, No hard feelings

This has been the best summer of my life and I've changed alot from being around certain people and I wouldn't change a thing thas happened this summer because its all been good.

I called Kym earlier and she wasnt there but her dad was and we had like a 20 min talk about everything. He's the nicest guy I've ever met. He's so understandable about everything. And, he listens and actually cares. I guess that's something I'm not used to with my dad because, he could care less about ne thing. But ne ways, back to what we talked about. He told me he isnt mad at me or Justin or ne one, he jus thought it best to keep us all seperated tempoairly so that nothing bad happened with all of us. It was weird.

Well, I can't wait to see Justin again.

Oooh, earlier I had on my uggs and I was going down to the fire to get sammy and i was runnign down the hill and fell. It was so embarrassing but no one was around. haha...that reminds me of when I was going up the stiars and I fell with Justin right there. hahaha...talk about embarrassing.:) But yea, those suckers have no traction on 'em or ne thing. fuckers

Well, I might go out later. I dunno, depends on what time Tia gets home.

and thats the update for the day.

I love the way you act, and the way you look and smell. I never thought I'd be tripping over you, but damn, I fell. I love yah Justin!:)

I think.:) No actually, I'm pretty sure.:)

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