i feel like shit. I hate hurting people I care about. I told her that Justin n I are together and she cried...and cried. I didn't wanna hurt her but she knew that when we made the agreement to be okay with whatever the outcome would be that we'd have to accept it. So I'm sorry, but this is what I want.

I've been talking to leanne alot. shes a great girl for the most part. she worries too much tho. I guess I cant really blame her because I was once the same way. it's a stage we all outgrow after trying to please someone and not having it work.

I remember those days. They weren't worth it.

Sara jus called me. She told me Carrie's having a baby girl. :) I couldnt imagine being pregnant at her age but what can yah do. Sometimes, I think it'd be kewl to have a kid because then I could show my parents how a kids supposed to be raised. How parents aren't supposed to fuck their kids up and give 'em all kindsa mental issues. I mean, I don't have any mental issues really because I'm strong enough to ignore it and not listen but, obviously my parents haven't done something right if they've had two kids run away. That's gotta say something.

But anyways, fuck it. I miss Justin!:(

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