I am tired of people thinking they can run to me with their problems and tell me they'll be there for me, and when I need them...they're never there. IThink one thing, say the opposite. I have to be the non-depressed one, the one who's life is 'o-so-cheery'. Well, I'm sick of it. Who do I have to turn to whenever I have problems? No one. Why? Because everyone else is to absorbed in their problems to even spare a word. So, it remains bottled up, all of it, every little thing, until it becomes to much which isn't very healthy. Take now, for instance. The thought honestly crossed my mind to totally give up on everyone, to not care anymore, and to just say 'To Hell with you all! I don't care anymore!'. Why do I have to be the one who worries about everybody? Can't people look out for themselves? I'm just the lone crutch that they lean on whenever they're hurt, then throw back into the corner once everything is peachy again. The only reason I've put up with it until now is because I know I would want somebody to be there for me whenever I was sad. Oh well, I guess it didn't turn out that way, did it? I'm left sitting here not only worrying about my life, but also everyone else's lives around me.

Everything is jus so fucked up right now. I am so tired of everyones head games and bullshit. I want out of this shit. I hate highschool. Everyones too self-centered and...oooh fuck everyone.

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