"It's not like I wanted to be the one holding your hand...I just didn't want her to be holding it."
*to someone: This quote about sums it up. I dont wanna be with you, i jus dont want to see you with ne one else. I miss you tho...I wanna call you and talk to you and jus...make things okay again but, I'm too scared. I'll call you tomorrow nite sooo, make sure your cells on.
*i know you read this every day to check up on me, I know you still care. Please, jus lets talk.

and, to someone else. I don't expect, want, or need a comment on this. I know you will read this tho...so, this is to you. You were one person in this world I felt hadn't fucked me over...who I could trust, love, and who accepted me...and you pretty much stabbed me in the back, gave up on me. You hurt me far worse then ne boy ever could...even yers. I guess this shit happens, but I never expected it. I shoulda known tho. I was no longer around and it wasn't necassairy for you to worry about me or what I was doing. I understand...I really do. Please know that I am eternally grateful for the happiness you brought me while I was a part of your life. I miss you...but, somethings change and somethings aren't fixable.

and this is to my babedoll, I am so glad we're talking again and getting good again because wooah, have I missed you and all the long talks and pouring my heart and sole out...and knowing someone was really listening. You're one of the very best people I've ever had the luxury of meeting and no matter what happens with us, you'll always have a place in my heart. :)

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