let's face it, we fucked up. All the arguing and fighting and trying to explain our feelings won't change the fact that thing's will never be the same. I'm angry for what you did to me, no one should ever do that to someone they love that much. I feel resentment when I think about the lies...they were stupid and immature. What happened to our trust and honesty. Why couldn't you have told me straight up how yah felt? Why'd you have to lie to me about things. Lastly, I feel betrayed because you did the one thing we always said we'd never do to each other. The one thing I never worried about when it came to you. All these feelings, wow...we fucked up. The unbreakable, broke. The tears pour outta my eyes, all I did was turn my back for a second. Maybe I shoulda turned around quicker, I might have caught you in the act. I might have understood then, I might even have been able to stop it. Maybe someday we'll understand God's reasons for doing this to us, but I don't think we will. What happened to forever baby? :( I love you and miss you...not the current you, but my you.

Everything...
is so fucked up. I love you.
» Jennerz109 on 2004-01-25 09:06:44

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