Could this day have been any worse? WEll the day itself wasn't so bad. I woke up early and worked at the market until 12. Then on the way home Teri called me from her work and said she possibly would want to go out later tonight so I thought that was cool, but when i got home i found out that i would have to drive the truck to work tomorrow, so it looked like no going out for me. So that afternoon i went down to the waterfront to tan, then the bad day begun....Since I wasn't going back up to D.C. that evening i thought that i would call my St.Mary's girls and chill with them...oh but wait, they were all at Megan's house for a crab feast. For some reason I got really upset about that. I hate that if all this shit hadn't of happened then I would've been right there with them. Me and Meg were once tight like that, it sucks we can't even chill together. So i just went over to the suites anyways and chilled with the other girls. We went to Monterrey's to drink, but I didn't feel like drinking, I felt like shit. I didn't feel like doing anything^^^^^^^^^^^ 1. I hate the fact Meg and I aren't tight anymore 2. I hate the fact that all my other friends get to see Shannon..for some reason that really really gets to me 3. I hate that I most likely still have feelings for Shannon, otherwise I wouldn't be feeling this way 4. When will i get over Shannon??I hate how she won't get the fuck out of my life!

man you got a lot of pent up anger you should just go to the gym and work that anger out, the way I see it is all this anger has been getting bottled up for weeks. Today was just the cherry on the sundae.
» catatonicloki on 2007-04-30 03:04:39

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