I want to experience something new, but I still have to wait until the time is right. My finances are still being caught up on from the vacation, though I'm not negative so that's at least a plus.

I'm starting to go a little out of my mind again and it's because I'm letting my holiday tryst get to my head. I want more, but I don't want to come across as desperate. Too bad no one is showing an interest ... So in the meantime, I continue letting it get to my head and just wait it out to see what happens. There are people I'm interested in, and they know that I'm interested, but nothing has happened. I say lame, but that's just me.

I think next month I'm going to start taking advantage of the fitness center at my work. I say next month because this one is just about over and I want to be able to actually have stuff for recovery, which I won't have the money for until next month. I'm only going to use the treadmill, but that's better than nothing. If I can add a couple more miles a day to my regular job-related walking, then it's better than just sitting on my ass. We'll see how well that goes.

Woohoo treadmilling! It is definitely better than nothing. And, if nothing else, it's great for endorphins.
Also, I don't know where you are with your life, but I think seeming desperate isn't really a real thing... I think people can come on way too strongly, but, if feelings are there on both sides, it's never going to seem desperate.
» Unicornasaurus on 2014-01-21 08:20:06

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