I went out this morning around 10:30ish to get some shopping done. I was home by 12:30. Traffic wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be. It was basically the same as any typical rainy day in Seattle. I drove to the one Target I know carries the laundry detergent that I use and I bought some other necessary toiletries while I was there. I didn't even look at anything that was part of the Black Friday sales. I just don't have the money for it.

After that, I drove back to the city and stopped at the grocery store. I've been putting off buying groceries for a week, so it was a now or never kind of thing. I bought bread, cheese and deli meat. That should last me until I get paid.

When I got home, I got my laundry done, took a nap and now I'm just sitting here. Being bored ...

I wanted to drink tonight, but seeing as how I spent most of the money I had on necessities today, I no longer have the money for anything extra. Oh well. I don't really care for drinking alone anyway.

I've turned my phone off for an hour. I might keep it off for two. No one is going to text me anyway.

I'm not feeling down, but I'm not feeling great either. This is something that I would be doing on pretty much any other Friday night so there's no reason why this Friday would be any different.

Meh, at this point I'm rambling. I think I'll continue watching Scrubs on Netflix ... see if I can get through the rest of season 1 before I turn my phone back on. . . That might make the time go by faster and make it feel like my phone wasn't off for that long.

Until next time NuTang ...

Happy late Thanksgiving!

{Edit} So I just sent him a 3 page text letting him know exactly how I felt. I know he won't respond and it definitely just killed any chance I might have had at getting to know him in the future, but I feel better somehow. I feel like I got it all off my chest in just that one text and now I honestly feel like I can move on.

And I didn't even need the alcohol to push me to do it. It was something I felt needed to be done so it's done. Doesn't make life less shitty ... it just makes it so that I can move on to the next shitty thing that will get me down until I deal with it.

I went shopping on Black Friday... but the deals were pretty much all terrible. It was like "buy 4, get 20% off your purchase." Such an overrated event.

I'm glad you feel better after sending that text... Sometimes you just have to do that to kind of tie up the loose ends for yourself.
» randomjunk on 2012-11-25 03:41:24

Scrubs on Netflix is full of win.

Re: 7 hours straight? I can't even imagine.
» thaitanic on 2012-11-28 12:10:57

If you want a good show that might catch you, has me hooked like crazy, start into Sons of Anarchy. Love it!

I hope someday you'll find your own version of my T... someone you can talk to/ tell about anything (even the stuff you're scared to say) and be able to make jokes about it and be closer right after... I just pray you're in a better situation when you do

On a side note... imagine the damage you and I could do in a Target on Black Friday with no limit... THAT WOULD BE EPIC!
» MidnightMonkey on 2012-11-28 04:57:10

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