First off ... this is my first post from work. So I'll probably keep it short.

Jacob has found a friend and trust me, I'm more than happy about it. But I got a text from him saying he was going bowling after work with this guy. I know the guy; I work with him. But I never liked it when I got those texts because I knew that Jacob would be out all night.

I might have a little more to hope for with this, as opposed to the incidents in Vegas, because there is no 24 hour bowling alley here. If memory serves, it closes at 2am. But they'll probably be too drunk to drive home right away and will find something else to do until sober enough to drive.

My heart always skips a beat when I get the "I'm going out after work" text from him. I just can't help but think about all the times in the past that something has happened. 99% of the time it would be something that pisses me off.

I'm going to try my best tonight to remain a calm composure and remain open-minded about this, but it's not going to be easy. I wish that he would invite me, but I know this is something he needs: the guy time.

Ugh. I hate feeling this way. It's hard to let go of the things that have happened. If it had been an isolated incident or had only happened two or three times, then it would have been easier to forgive and forget. But it was starting to be an all the time thing.

So ... I just cross my fingers and hope nothing happens that mimics what's happened in the past.

Considering where you live now compared to Las Vegas, I'm sure there's much less potential for things to go horribly wrong...
» randomjunk on 2011-02-24 07:34:50

While guy time is absolutely necessary.... it usually signals something if that happens too often.
» Nuttz on 2011-02-25 12:45:44

Teff is this African grain that's high in protein and iron and stuff. The smallest quantity we could get was like, five pounds, so I'm trying to find stuff to use it in. :P
» randomjunk on 2011-02-25 06:42:40

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