welcome to my mind ...

Here's the short story as to what's been going on.

Jacob and I are taking a break. We don't have the titles "boyfriend and girlfriend" anymore, but we still see each other, hang out, talk, etc. He left the house a week from yesterday and the same day I was given 30 days to evict the house.

His mom seems to think that with us not dating anymore, he won't come back to even visit while I'm still here. So she's making me leave. Even though in the last week, he's been here to see her twice or three times, but whatever. It's long past due time for me to leave anyway.

I've found an apartment. I'll be moving in on Friday. It's not very big ... I'm sure in two or three pictures I'll be able to get the whole apartment, but it's cheap and it's what I need for just me.

I'm still hurting; it has only been just a week since all this happened. But with time, things will get better.

Either part of the reason or the whole reason we're seperated is so that we can find out who we are. We both need to get our lives in order on our own time before we can have a life together. I still want the relationship to work and he's told me the same thing, but I need to find out who I am and what I want to do with myself before it can work. He's doing the same thing.

Only time will tell where this is all going to end up.

On the plus side, small places are easier to clean.
» randomjunk on 2009-05-11 07:15:57

easy button
Yeah, I guess you're probably right. It would be boring if everything came too easily. It would be nice every once in awhile, though, if things could just fall right into place and work out as planned or hoped. Sometimes I wish we were all tattooed with GerAnimals on our asses, so that if I had a monkey on mine, all I have to do is find another monkey and I'd be all set for life. LMAO. Talk to you later.
» EchoesReef on 2009-05-13 04:06:57

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