I've said it before and I'ma say it again. I'm sick of living with my family.

It seems the more invovled I get with Jacob, the less my family and I get along. I can't seem to do right by them anymore.

Take today, for example. I wasn't supposed to work today, but Monica asked me to go in. So I did. It meant not being able to sleep in and spend more time with Jake, but it meant money. Something I am in desperate need of.

So I went in, worked my shift and when I get off, ma was just getting there. I got in the car, she asked when Jake would be coming over and when I told her later tonight, she suddenly got pissed.

Apparently, since I was supposed to be off today, Steve made plans for after work since he would have the car. Well, with me needing a ride home, ma had to take the car. Steve had to cancel his plans.

This was somehow my fault.

Forgive me for taking an extra shift so that I would be able to get an extra $30 on my next paycheck. Forgive me for being a lazy, pain in the ass who would rather go home in a car than walk in the heat. Next time, take the fucking car. I'll find my way home.

*sigh* I have to stop before it turns into more of a rant.

Anywho, the stress is starting to build up. As of late, my headaches are more prominant than usual. I really should get it looked at, but I don't for two reasons. One, I can't afford to go to the doctor {the main reason I haven't gone to any doctor} and two, because honestly, I'm afraid of what kind of diagnosis would be in store for me.

Blah! I'm done writing for today. I'm just not feeling it anymore.

That doesn't seem fair... if you didn't know it was getting in the way of their plans you shouldn't have been blamed for that.
» randomjunk on 2008-04-30 10:31:03

ryc
I've worn almost exclusively stripes and solids since I had the choice. There was the period of man-shirts in high school, until recently those were the only non-solid/stripe shirts I had. I think I'd like to get back into my hs style, just girlier and not as.. immature.

I always find that stress gives me horrible headaches. :(
» ikimashokie on 2008-05-01 01:36:21

Walking in the heat is dangerous, you might get heatstroke and die!! Well I'm having a headache right now too and I think it is because I was walking back under the hot sun.
» Nuttz on 2008-05-01 07:27:10

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