I've been feeling really weird over today and yesterday. I'm not sure exactly what is triggering it, but its affecting my decisions.

As enthusiastic as I was about swimming, I don't really want to now. And as much as I'm cooped up in the house, with me not having a job or available transportation, I haven't been wanting to leave the seclusion.

I'm feeling almost useless because no one is wanting to hire me. They'll hire a 16 or 17 year old, but not me? Its not fair. The way things seem to be going right now, I don't think I'll be able to get a job until after I'm 21. I really don't want to have to wait that long and since I'm not planning on celebrating the "special" day, I wouldn't even mind working that weekend. Unfortunately something tells me I'm going to end up waiting either way.

I'm sorry that I haven't been commenting lately. I have been reading the entries, but with the mood I've been in, I just haven't had anything worthwhile to say in response. I promise that as soon as this mood has passed I will resume commenting.

I really hope this mood passes soon. I hate feeling this way.

Aww.. that sucks! I hope you'll get a job soon. I know how it feels to be all cooped up at home with no transport to go anywhere.

Don't worry about not commenting. You won't always know what to say.
» Nuttz on 2007-09-08 12:03:36

Tired apathy? I dunno.

Maybe you're just not looking in the right places....? I'm sure you'll find some place that will hire you.
» randomjunk on 2007-09-08 01:04:04

I completely understand how that feels. I've been there. Just keep trying, something is bound to happen sooner or later! Don't lose hope.
» money4blogging on 2007-09-08 09:37:04

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