Today was not as hard as I thought it would be to keep from crying. Although I have a feeling my tear ducts were still pretty dry from last night. Oh well.

I think I'm getting sick. My throat is sore. It hurts to swallow and I'm coughing and sneezing. Everyone in the house was sick at one point or another and now that I'm back from my vacation, the cold is catching up to me. Ugh. I guess I'll be buying some Nyquil tomorrow after I get off work. Luckily I have Saturday off so I'll have the day to rest and do nothing {except my usual laundry}.

However, tomorrow is Friday and it'll most likely be busy. Fuck. I really don't feel like re-living my vacation by having to explain how it was and what I did to all the people who I didn't see today. It'll get me all depressed again.

Joey did exactly what I thought he was going to do. He tried to provoke me. He did, however, sound somewhat sincere when he told me he missed me. Whatever. And when Gary showed up he decided since it had been two weeks, he was also going to piss me off, but in his words "messing around".

Which brings me to my mantra. Whenever I come across something that pisses me off or someone that I want to punch, I will repeat these words over and over in my head "6 more months". The number will obviously change as July draws near, but you get the idea of the mantra.

~~> okay, if you're looking at the time I started this entry and compare to the time its been posted, I took a shower. I just wanted to clarify that it doesn't take me that long to write an entry <~~

Anywho, after I got off work, I went to the bank to cash my paycheck. Last Thursday was payday, but seeing as how I wasn't here, I had to wait till I got back to get my check. Normally, when I get my check, I deposit most of it and get some cash back so that I can buy food and such {I hate using my card}. This time, I just deposited the whole thing. I got a good amount of tips this week {or I guess it was from last week, not sure} so I'll be able to survive off of that until I get paid again.

There was one thing that happened today that was pretty funny. Ya know that department store Guess? Where you can buy clothes and stuff? Well, Tori was talking to Joey about how she bought this pair of jeans. This is the exact quote from her and Joey's exact response: Tori: "I bought a pair of $118 jeans from Guess." Joey: "Uhm... I dunno?" He didn't realize that Guess is an actual store! It was pretty funny just how clueless he was. If you didn't find it that funny, just think about it. Put it into a scenario with you and one of your more clueless friends. You'll laugh.

Alright, I ran out of stuff to say. My eyes are still dry so I don't know if tears will flow as easily tonight. Besides, with my throat feeling the way it does, I don't think crying would help it all that much. Oh well.

Like my mom said, I just need to get through one day at a time. I'll manage. I'll hate it, but I'll manage. I'll write again tomorrow.

haha...that Guess thing is funny. I didn't even know they still had that stuff...it was somewhat a product of the 80's mostly, wasn't it? Seemed like everyone had Guess jeans...hehe (except for me...hell, I didn't even own a pair of jeans until I was in 6th grade - damn middle school people making fun of me)
» lazypuppy on 2007-01-05 12:09:18

I have a situation myself--I wake up and I have to make myself go through with the day's duties. I have to choose between what I want/what I've been accustomed to and what I should/supposed to do. I make myself make a decision. I'm just starting. You can do it! I know I'm trying. ;)
» Silver-dot- on 2007-01-05 12:11:41

That Guess thing is funny. Only that Guess costs around 3 times more over here. You can and you will continue working until July. Just hang in there.
» Nuttz on 2007-01-05 12:15:45

haha..that Guess thing was funny. I don't think I've ever owned a pair of Guess jeans and considering the price, I probably never will.
» Southern on 2007-01-05 12:23:46

have a good rest.
» renaye on 2007-01-05 12:23:00

I used to never study.
And everything went well. Nearly aced the SATs, got pretty much straight A's... Then when I went to college, I bombed my first test. And four years after that happened, I finally learned my lesson that if I want a Ph.D. then maybe I should learn to study, LOL. Old habits are really hard to break. I guess if I had resolutions for the New Year, that would be one of them.
» ranor on 2007-01-05 10:38:54

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