Today was different because it was not as busy as a normal Friday. I also had help in the kitchen with prep. It was nice to have the extra help. So I've still been thinking about Joey. I have no idea why now. I got what I wanted. But he's still there. He's still on my mind. Dana really isn't on my mind anymore, but he still pops up every now and then. At least David isn't on my mind anymore. That's a good thing. I don't think about him or what it would be like to get a second chance with him. I saw Steve tonight. I kinda didn't want to. I know what he wants. He wants to sleep with me. Just like another specific person. I don't want to though. And I know that I have to tell them both. But I'm not sure exactly how or when would be the best time. Oh well. I'm pretty sure that I'll figure out a way. I kinda want to know why Joey won't leave my mind. And its not even in the same way as before. I'm not crushing on him. That's done and over with. I just want ... nvm. I'll write about that on my other name. I just hope that it doesn't take as long to get Joey off my mind as it did to get David off my mind. I don't want to be thinking about him for a year or so afterwards. But at the rate things are going its gonna soon be a year. I started liking him around my b-day, which is only 3 months away. Alright I'm watching TV right now so I'll write later on.

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