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One by one they fall... Reflection: Angels: Books
Currently Reading: Lirael - Garth Nix Golden Compass - Philip Pullman On Hiatus: Deception Point - Dan Brown Interview with the Vampire - Anne Rice The Silmarillian - J.R.R. Tolkien To Read: Grimm's Grimmest - The brothers Grimm Secrets of the Enchanted Unkown - Raylene Van Worth The Compleat Gentleman - Brad Miner Lost Scriptures - Bart D. Ehrman Lost Christianities - Bart D. Ehrman The Complete World of The Dead Sea Scrolls - Davies, Brooke, and Callaway The Lord of the Rings Trilogy - J.R.R. Tolkien The Book of Lost Tales - J.R.R. Tolkien The Book of Unfinished Tales - J.R.R. Tolkien Catcher in the Rye - J.D. Salinger Finished Reading: The Hobbit - J.R.R. Tolkien The Da Vinci Code - Dan Brown Angels & Demons - Dan Brown Digital Fortress - Dan Brown Signs, Symbols, and Omens - Raymond Buckland Prophecies - Tony Allan The Art of Deception- Kevin Mitnick The Complete Book of Witchcraft - Raymond Buckland Blankets - Craig Thompson Sabriel - Garth Nix Fortunes:
-You are talented in many ways. -The only certainty is that nothing is certain. -You will soon discover how truly fortunate you really are. -You have a friendly heart and are well admired. -Your dreams are never silly; depend on them to guide you. -The smart thing to do is to begin trusting your intuitions. -You are more likely to give than give in. -Your path is arduous but will be amply rewarding. -Love truth but pardon error. -You are a man of righteousness and integrity. Concerts
Tattoo the Earth '00: Hed(pe) Sepultura Sevendust Slayer Slipknot Metallica World Tourbulence '02: Dream Theater One night in NYC '03: Yellow Matter Custard Reroute to Remain '03: Unearth Chimaira Soilwork In Flames Summer Tour '03: Fate's Warning Queensryche Dream Theater Fall Tour '03: Dave Matthews Band Fall Tour '03: String Cheese Incident SU Fall Concert '03: The Pat McGee Band Michelle Branch Guest Artist Concert '04: Bela Fleck and Edgar Meyer SU Spring Concert '04: Breaking Benjamin Fuel Summer Tour '04: Ben Folds Rufus Wainright Guster Summer Tour '04: Breaking Benjamin Three Days Grace Seether Evanescence | Come with me, beyond reality... Wednesday. 9.15.04 12:49 pm It's been a good half a week since I updated, so it's about time to fill in the spaces. I dunno if I'm just slowly losing my mind or if I'm waking up to something better than reality, but my life feels surreal--like a movie. The really cool thing has been various forms of art I've recently been exposed to that have made an impact on me. The first example is the movie Garden State. The watered-down gist of the movie is Largeman coming home, after escaping for years, and realizing that he is numb to the world, so he spends time with his friends and a girl that he meets and discovers life/what it is to be alive. Such a good movie (and amazing soundtrack). On the music front, I'm still in the process of ripping my CDs to my computer to rebuild my library, but I've gotten that surreal feeling from listening to a lot of choral works (primarily Eric Whitacre). So far, these elements have made me feel like my life is like a movie, but the most intense connection has been reading the graphic novel Blankets. The novel is autobiographical about the author's childhood and his first love and his struggles with religion, so naturally that's grounds for my interest. As I read through the book, I was weirded out by how similar what I was reading is to my life and who I am. There are definite portions of the novel that would be in my biography, practically word-for-word. It gave me the most surreal feeling, but not in a bad way, rather, it gave me a kind of reassurance that what I've experienced/am experiencing is life. Someone else I've never met has had essentially the same experience(s) that I have, and has felt the same way about it. There's just something about that that comforts me. The other day was the first time in years that I sat down and drew something. I used to draw all the time when I was younger, but my art fell by the wayside as I picked up music. I guess my art just changed forms. Anyway, I had the strong urge to draw, so I grabbed a pencil and my notepad and mused about what I wanted to create. The idea came that I wanted to create a symbol (not too surprising, since I love symbols and meanings, so on). I wanted to create a self-defining philosophical symbol with an inherent religious meaning. For those who haven't read about/talked to me about my religious/philosophical debates with Dave and my own soul-searching whatnot, it'd take so long to bring you up to par, but a summary will suffice to let you understand. Out of a lot of debating and thinking and what have you, I really tried to decide/define/etc. my beliefs. There are still many things I have not defined, but I doubt I'll ever cover everything. Anyway, to summarize, I believe that "God" is both perfect and infinite. I also believe that, in essence, God is balance. I believe that the moments in life where we "feel God's presence"/"experience God"/etc. are moments where we experience balance--the surreal feeling of not being within the world, but also not detached from the world (i.e. suspended, or transcending "reality"). Those are the major ones, so I thought a lot about them, and about what symbols with which to associate them. I brainstormed for a while until I finally created my symbol. I started the drawing with a circle, with the circle representing perfection. Inside the circle I drew a pentacle with the five points touching the circle, then I drew a second, smaller pentacle in the opposite direction. The two intertwined, reciprocal pentacles/stars represent balance. To finish the symbol, in the space on the very center inside the circle and pentacles, I drew a moebius strip to represent infinity. I don't know that my description does the symbol justice, but I absolutely love how it turned out. I had forgotten how much I love that feeling of losing yourself in the creation of art. I'm fairly positive that this symbol is going to be my next tattoo. 7 Comments. hehe
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