mood: ... different.

well. today was interesting.

i know writing about it is sort of risky, but who cares.

field trip today. spent the whole day with her. all day i was determined to ask her whether or not she liked me. there were multiple instances where we were alone and i could have asked her, but i kept putting it off until later.

finally, it was almost the end of the day, and we took BART back to millbrae. but since she lived in san bruno, she was going to wait until the BART went back to san bruno so she could be closer to home. i decided that i would walk with her, and then just take the bus home. so we walked and walked, i kept wanting to ask her, but every time that i was about to i would choke up. finally, at the bus stop, before we parted, it slipped out. i was kindly rejected.

but you know what? i'm not so sad. this has been going on for months now, and it feels good to get it off my back. now that i know the truth, things will get better. no more false hope, no more whiny IM conversations with other people, no more sleepless nights.

i'll go cast my line somewhere else. there are plenty more fish in the sea.

awww.
good for you, ricky. it takes a lot of nerve to let someone know how you feel. oh gaaawd, do i understand what that's like. but it takes a lot more nerve to be able to recover, to look at things and say, "hey. my name is rick and i'm a fairly studly man. if she don want me, then she be missin' out!" or something...like that. uhh..yeah. so props.
» peanutbutterjunkie on 2004-05-18 12:28:39

Shoot,
I don't even know you beyond being an acquaintence and I feel sorry for you. I do, however, also find a great courage in being able to ask someone that. I've only done it once myself and I was... not to kindly rejected. You should feel honored she cares enough about you to be nice about it.
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