Today has been a bit better than yesterday. I'm still worried about my friends. I hope they are doing ok. Atleast they are in a place where they cant hurt themselves anymore, but only b/c they pop you so full of sedatives that you dont remember your first name. I feel dpressed. I'm really worried! Now some of my other friends have been acting suicidal and its just chaotic here. I dunno what to do. I wish I could talk to them and comfort them some way. But I really am uncomfortable in that kinda situation. I've been thru that kinda shit and I know about what it feels like, but still. What do I say? Anyone have any advice? I could really use some. Deep Thoughts, Kushiel

first off,
i called because you said you needed to talk to me, i dont care what the clock says, you told me you couldn't talk because you had company. second, if you need to talk i drop everything and i talk, i guess i'm not worthy of the same treatment, just like i'm not good enough for other things too, huh? third, you know, i really thought that being bro meant that i came before some dick, ::shakes head:: i've put you in front of others before, and i caught hell from her for it too, exspecially when her and i were dating, but you know, none of that matters huh? i guess not. i loved since i meet you and i have been there EVERY time that you needed me and you know damn well that if i call and you tell your mom its me and i need to talk to you she'll let you cuz its ME! i miss..... nvm, its not important......
» lostsoul on 2004-05-14 02:59:40

WTF?
First off, dont speak to me that way ever again, i am not a child you do not scold me! 2nd off, You havent dropped shit for me ALL THE TIME, alot of times your buddies or your videogames are more important. Don't act like a 2 year old over a 5 minute phone call, its not worth making me mad! Yes i needed to talk to you, but i didnt want to talk about it with him around! It wasnt his business. I've put you before brandon plenty of times! IF you called and i was on the phone with him, i'd get off and talk to you! You being immature! Get OVER IT, thats all i have to say.
» KushielsBlade on 2004-05-14 03:05:29

you know what?
this doesnt even matter, know why? cuz you just gonna choose him or someone over me in the end anyway. and you are a child. though you may have seen/experinced things just as horrible as i have that does not make you grown, it makes you have alittle more experince. you said yourself your still immature, thus you are not grown. yes sometimes i act like a child but hey sometimes you have to act down, right, it was more important than a 5min phone call, its the fact that i was there when you needed me and you brushed me off, just try and name a time when you NEEDED to speak to me that i've brushed you off? just try. ::shakes head:: this isn't worth the headache, call me or not, ur choice.
» lostsoul on 2004-05-14 03:13:45

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