I am...

feeling: Blehhh
listening to: Nada

MY EXAMS ARE OVER~~~ MY EXAMS ARE OVER!!! =DDD Oh, and did I mention? MY EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!! (^_________^)v

Well actually they were over last Thursday. That was my final exam (C3, maths, which I pretty much failed but nevermind sigh...) My parents are getting really pissed off at me though, for the amount of work I haven't done. My mum's freaking out that I might end up with a B in maths. She's thinking of getting me a tutor @_@;;

I don't want a tutor �_�;;

But yes! Now that my exams are over I am----...under a lot more stress =_=;; What with all the classwork, coursework, homework, many different topics and syllabuses to learn etc etc. >_<;;

=Dies=

Ugh. I just want this year to be over... Honestly the amount of work is killing me >_<;; So stressful! And deadlines are coming up and I am completely unmotivated and I am failing exams and blah blah blah.

And I am ranting =_=;;

Hm... I seem to have noticed, my deeper entries generally get less feedback XD It's true though =3 Like my previous entry, 2 comments, yet my entry before that got like 8 when I rambled on about nothing in particular =3 I wonder if it's because people don't want to because they feel like they are intruding into my private life? But by reading my blog, aren't you doing that anyways? o_O;; So it's not like I mind =p Anything I write in this blog I don't mind anyone else finding out =]

Anyways. I have so much wooooooooork ffs! >_<;; I think I'll have to get on with that now... ;_; I really don't feel like it. Reaaally don't want to. I'm so unmotivated... Anyone got any motivation techniques??? Or anyone got anything to re-spark my interest in drama? Cos I'm pretty much failing that ._.;;

I'm in school right now... >_>;; Really, seriously cba to work. So blogging instead =3 Hmmm... Two days ago would have been the one year anniversary of Will (ghose of you who were reading my blog back then would have heard me refer to him by his Chinese name, 'Him', I've decided to call him by his English name now though... Although I'm still uncomfortable with calling him 'Willy', so 'Will' will have to do XD) had I not already broken up with him 11 months ago yesterday XD

I realised yday as well, when I looked at my phone calendar, that the next baptism service, Sunday 16th March, is his bday (I have bday reminders on my phone)... >_>;; I told David (my 'big bro') already that I was gna get baptised, and he said he'd defo be there at my baptism and drag loads of others along too... I don't think he realised it was the same day as Will's bday either ^^;;

Hmmm I wonder what will happen... >_>;; I haven't told the current sorta "leader" in our church that I'd like to get baptised yet (we don't have a pastor anymore, I blogged about that before I think)... o_o;; But then again, every time I want to go talk to her she's always busy/talking to someone else... And even when I don't want to talk to her she's still busy/talking to someone else, so I haven't been able to mention it to her yet...

Maybe I'll get my dad to say something about it, he's a "council member" of our church so yeah, might ask him to tell her instead since I can't seem to catch her on Sundays at all =3

Oh!!! Did I mention? I'VE ALSO GOT ALL MY UNI OFFERS WOOOOOO!!! =DDD Hehe Birmingham's came in yesterday (^_^)v Offers: Warwick (340 points from A/AS Levels), Loughborough (ABB), Bath (ABB), Birmingham (BBB), Aston (BBB) =]

I originally thought the offers from Loughborough and Bath were higher than my one for Warwick but I just realised it's not! So now I can put Lbro/Bath as my second choice rather than Birmingham/Aston (both which I'm really not very keen on =3) So yay! ^_^ I'm glad they're not higher than Warwick's offer (^_^)v

Originally, I thought, because 340 points could be interpreted any way, I could get BBBc or ABBe or any other sort of combination to do with UCAS points (long story, cba to explain, basically the point system that you get when you get different grades at A/AS Level) and since BBBc is lower than ABB I thought Warwick's offer was lower, but then I realised ABB is only 320 points whereas Warwick wants 340 XD So yeah! I'm happy~~~ (^_^)v

I don't want to make the 'final' decision of my Unis though >_<;; Well, I know Warwick will be my firm choice, but I don't want to make the decision of my insurance choice and decline all the others yet @_@;; =Sigh=... I'll talk to my parents again when I get home tonight =3

Okay best get to work now...

L8r,

��Kuriח

Congrats Kuri dear!!
» Nuttz on 2008-01-21 08:30:28

Damn! Why did it cut off my uber long comment? Now I've forgotten half of what I said...

There are a few reasons why deep posts have few comments:
1) They don't know what to say
2) They don't feel the same way
3) They don't have the time to read
4) You caught them at the wrong time

Umm... don't remember what else I said.. =_="
» Nuttz on 2008-01-21 08:35:32

awww it sucks when comments get cut off x_x;; but mainly the reason it gets cut off is cos you might have put in an open tag and not closed it? =3 blehhh it sucks that the comments get cut off ;_;
that's why i generally use firefox cos if you click 'back' i think the comment'll still be there XD
i also copy any long comments that i do just in case ^^;;
xxx

L8r,

��Kuriח
» Kuri on 2008-01-21 08:54:51

grats^^V
i still have exams in a week T-T *i hope i dont fail any of them XD*
wow, your uni acceptance letters come in so early! here, they come in around april XD
» crz4manga on 2008-01-21 06:40:48

Deep entries are loooooong. Nuttz pretty much has the whole list covered though, I think.

I want to get a tutor... I suck at everything...
» randomjunk on 2008-01-21 07:45:26

hmm. the same thing goes to me. deeper entries seriously got no feedback at all sometimes...

tutor?? i think i read too much manga where the tutor will be a hunk ... sorry if i offended u.

speaking on uni acceptance, i need to check on mine too since i got no reply from them since last month.

sigh... i understand how busy a student could be.. sometimes i don't understand how could some kids so damn busy with their life schedule that they could have time to study 16 subjects and score all As in them. they just made me look stupid...

don't give up...
» renaye on 2008-01-22 03:05:43

I always read your blogs, I just don't always make a post if I can't make one that isn't half hearted. XD

I'm glad your first choice is your highest one. If your first choice gave you an offer and it's the best offer why not take it?

If you think you're busy now, wait until you get older! XD
» Katrina (67.181.176.58) on 2008-01-23 10:25:58

YAY you've finished!! ^___^ and omgggggggg, Warwrick! CONGRATS! What are you studying in uni again? Hehehe congrats congrats congraaaaaaats :D

I totally understand what you mean, it's like you want to work... but don't want to either XD I end up staring at my window for an hr when that happens haha.

Tell your mum that you're fine, or let her do your exam for you :P
» Hera (91.84.88.121) on 2008-01-26 09:45:49

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