Weird sort of feeling.
I’ve been in a weird sort of mood since my ever lasting headache started last Friday. While it has lessened it’s still there and I hate it. It’s not bad enough to go home, but it’s there and being a regular pain in the you know what. I wish JMC was around, JMC would understand what I’m talking about. It’s the kind of headache people like us think will progress to a migraine, but never does. It sticks around like a bad habit that’s hard to get rid of. >:(
A few days ago our President gave us a notice on a reminder for some things mentioned in the employee handbook. I already knew all of them since I’m the paranoid sort and thought I’d get a test on it when told to sign a paper saying I read it. I mean what better way to test the honesty of your newly hired employee then to see if they really did read what they signed saying they did? Like I said I’m a paranoid sort of person. XD I soon realized that this may not be a “refresher”, but a sign that one of us is going to get sacked soon. Since I always feel I’m the worst employee when a hint like this is given. It’s kind of sad when you feel like a fraud because of the recommendations you gave to the company. I seriously think my bosses from my old job were on crack when they wrote about me. XD
Because of my weird mood I changed all of the music on the Animanga Radio to just a mix of everything; rock, pop, instrumental and slow songs. I know a pure abuse of power huh? :) Last night when I was “watching” American Idol one of the last people shown was a guy who dropped out last year. He sung one of my favorite songs from Neon Genesis Evangelion “Fly me to the Moon”. He sung it in the pop remix sort of way, kind of fast paced instead of my favorite version which I have in the radio, but I still liked his voice. I was a bit sad though that they did not let that one guy who has a rather high sounding voice. He was amazing. I can somewhat understand why, but to say that any guy who doesn’t have a deep “guy” voice isn’t an idol is silly in my opinion.
Because of what’s going on in Airi’s life I felt the song I’ve picked to scroll is very appropriate. I thought I’d never use the song, but because of all of the losses she’s had recently I felt it was one of the few things I could do. Honestly while I love the song because it’s so pretty it’s connected to one of the most depressing series. Unlike Berserk where it’s only depressing at the end because the series was dropped I feel SaiKano is depressing from the first episode and just leads you down a path of sadness and despair with a deep intense feeling like there’s no hope and you should just kill yourself before it’s too late and you no longer have the strength to. I mean even their “happy” ending isn’t happy...how crap is that? If you’d like to hear the song you can also find it on the Animanga Radio.
For a twist of irony and to end this blog I asked my boyfriend to pick up some meat and Roasted Honey Nut Skippy peanut butter so I could make dinner for us. (The peanut butter is for work; it seems the jar I brought is almost gone and with so many saltine crackers and apples the need for more is great.) Because of my weird mood lately and to cheer me up he bought me a large Ghirardelli dark chocolate bar. I adore dark chocolate, but since he doesn't I rarely buy any when buying sweets. :)
Good luck with the headache.. I'm having back aches since I started working.. that one particular spot where I can't reach. =_="
» Nuttz on 2007-01-25 10:32:15
hope you feel better soon! :D
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Btw, you eat apples with peanut butter? XD I should try that once. XD
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