mood: depressed and lonely
watching: ER

Ok.. i am not having the best of days.... my boyfriend flew out this morning for California.. and i am totally lost without him. lately.. the only reason i leave my house is to see him.. i know it's only a few days.. and i know it's not for a happy occasion.. funerals never are... but I miss him. *sigh* He'll be home on Saturday... but that's a long time away... and the most nerve-wracking thing is that i have to make his deliveries for him.. on time. I don't usually have to do this.. but i have to deliver these packages.. on time.. collect the cash.. and not spend any of it.... i know i can do this.. I have to.. to keep his business going while he's gone... but it's a lot of responsibility that i've never had to deal with before.... *sigh* I'll be ok without him.. and i know it... but damn it... I hate having to be.....

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