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Well... It's just me here now. I'm at home. I can't get a hold of any of the boys, lol. Rose, Billy, and the kids just left. Rose is still taking the divorce between Mom and Dad pretty hard. She was crying because our family isn't the same anymore. It's not. I like it better though. How it is now. I'm still tight with everybody in the family except Mom. Michelle lost her sense of how important our family is. I spent the night with Nick again. I went to a party at Charlie's last night. Too much drama, it was horrid. 10 Fights there, not counting me. I decked Josh Simpson in the face then ran away crying because he's a good friend of mine. But he kept trying to hook up with me and I was like, "I love my boyfriend." He just kept saying stuff like, "No, he means nothing to you, you and me can hook up." And it's not true. I told him to quit touching me and to get his beer out of my face because I don't drink anymore. Everybody there except my real good friends were like, "Liz just drink," or "Liz, just smoke a bowl." I didn't want to. I didn't do it. But some asses just kept on about it. But all my old guy buddies were there luckily. Charlie, Mitch, Kevin, Hans, Brandon, they were all just like, "Dude, she doesn't want to drink, just leave her alone." I got up in so many peoples faces for talking shit about my friends. I knocked a few guys on their asses for being jerks. Korey and I were the "bouncettes." These 5 girls were being bitches and nobody knew who they were so Korey and I got all up in their faces and were like, "Get the fuck out of here now." The party was fun, but there was too much drama. Jerome got jumped by 6 guys. Dan Cook kicked him in the face. Jerome just got back from the Marine Corps. too. I'm so proud of him for not hitting back. Lord knows I would have. He didn't want to get into any trouble with the military. I got there half an hour too late. I wish I would have been there. I would have jumped in. Nobody fuckin jumped in. I'm so pissed. God I want to kill every one of those guys. Just fuckin kill them. Danny Phelps was talking shit to Korey's lil bro, Jase. Jase was just like, "I don't want to fight." And he kept pressing it, so since Korey wasn't there, I got up in Danny's face and told him to knock it the fuck off. I grabbed him by his neck and shoved him up against a wall and told him to get the fuck out. Mike Reasy was pissed cuz I wasn't on his side, which was Danny's side. So fuck Mike. He goes in there talking about how he got a peice of me. Fuck him. It was a mistake. Him and his little dick can just piss off. So much drama since last night, it's totally gay. Nick was mad at me for wanting to go to the party instead of kick it with him, but when I woke up this morning, we weren't laying on opposite sides of the bed anymore, and his arms were around me. I love him so much. Last night after I came home from the party, I just walked straight to Nick's bed. And was about to lay down, but Aaron came in there and wanted me to go outside and chill with them, but I go, "I just want to lay down." He was all, "What's wrong? Something's wrong, don't try to hide it." And grabbed my arm and pulled me outside and had me tell him about my night. I spilled about how shitty it was and just started crying and sobbing. I'm glad it was Aaron that I cryed to. Nick would have been nice to cry on his shoulder, but he was mad at me and wouldn't talk to me, but he didn't know that I was crying. Aaron is my best guy friend after Nick. Aaron just had his arm around my shoulders and let me cry into his shoulder. Thank God for Aaron. He's a good friend and he really knows when something is bothering me, even if I try to hide it. Daddy isn't coming home tonight, but I'm coming home. I don't feel like staying at Nick's tonight. I want to be with him, but I don't want to be there, and Daddy said nobody spends the night. I got the house to myself tonight.