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I got to talk to Nick on the phone today. For about half an hour earlier today. Oh man... I miss him. A lot. I can't wait to see him, I'm gonna jump on him and give him the biggest hug, just wrap my legs around him, and kiss him so hard.

Aaron lost his job today. Therefore, he also got kicked out of his house. So now he is living with Marcus and Nick. So that should be fun. I feel real bad for Aaron. Poor guy... I need to talk to Sheralyn about him soon. It's kinda important now. She's told me that she likes him. But I need to make sure Aaron doesn't ever get hurt. Aaron is an emo guy.

Jamy is pissing me off. All yesterday and today, whenever I talk to him, he's like, "You should bail on your Nick. You need to be with a man, not a boy. I know how to make you feel good. RJ says you're too good for Nick." Umm... ExCuSe mE?!?! Shut tha fuck up! I happen to like Nick. A LOT in fact! And RJ told Jamy that Nick and I are a bad match. Totally lame of RJ to say that. I was like, "Jamy, I have a boyfriend. I like him a lot. Why go be with a player when I can have a boyfriend who actually cares for me?" And he was like, "I'm not a player, I'm 23, I'm lookin to get past the immature relationships and settle down." I was like, "Well, not with me..." As if that didn't piss me off enough... JUSTIN adds to this. "Liz, I just want you to be happy. I think you and Nick are perfect for each other. But, do you think you'll marry him?" WTF?!?! Don't say the 'M word' to me! Geez, what was he thinking? I can see myself with Nick for quite a while. I hope all goes well. I'm worried about how much he drinks and smokes pot. Sure, I like to blaze. But not really all the time. And I am dead set on not drinking anymore. Why drink? Why put myself through the crappy feeling the next day? I like being high better than drunk anyways. But he gets high all the time now. And drinks a lot too. I'm not going to tell him what to do. I'm not here to change him. I'm here to be his girlfriend. I just won't be doing all that crap with him. But it really does scare me. You know something else that scares me? He hasn't done his community service lately. I don't know what will happen or if he'll finish his hours on time. But I don't want him in jail. That would suck. I'd miss him so much. I wouldn't break up with him over that though. I'd wait for him. Yup yup, I sho would! If Nick ended up in jail, I'd definately wait for him.

But anyways, I talked to him on the phone later that night. He called. For once, lol. I sat out on the rooftop and talked to him. He was... Of course, high and on his way to being drunk. Lol. But he was telling me about how in a few months, he wants to take me to this resort up over the pass. That would be totally tight. But I don't ever want him to spend that much money on me. I'm so not worth it. I'm worth somethin, but not that much!!! Nick is so sweet.

I'm kinda glad things worked out the way they did. I mean... Us not dating till recently. In the time that we weren't dating, we became best friends, and so close. Nick said that same thing last night. I'm just glad to be with him.