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watching: The computer screen?
listening to: Nothing... I left my sound cord at my appartment... Totally gay...
mood: Hopeless and ashamed
So... Uh... Yea... I'm back up in Blaine again. *Sigh* Will this never end? Dad said this will probably be my last time up hered. Bu-bu-bu-bummer! SIKE!

I miss Nick like no other mother.

Gosh I just wanna see him and give him the biggest kiss ever! Well I can do that Tuesday. *Sigh* I'll just have to wait. I'm not very patient, either.

Daddy is taking me to a mall in Vancouver to get me some clothes on Monday. Whoah, so excited! I've been to Canada once before in my life, but that was like... 5 years ago or something... I thought it was ghetto as hell.

Oh! I got some good news! Well... Kinda sad, kinda funny, kinda awesome... Sheralyn got kicked off the cheerleading squad because she missed this real important meeting because she wanted to go shopping instead!!! So when she moves down this summer, she's even going to EHS instead of going back to Bellingham for football season then coming down to Enumclaw. SAWEET! She's moving in with me permanently! She gets the little room though. Cuz she made me move to the big room cuz she thought we'd have to share if Michelle moved in. So I moved, the Michelle bailed, so we get our own rooms, but I'm not moving my shit back. Haha, hell no! Way too much work.

Haha, I'm talking to Dave! My 24 year old from Olympia. He's sooo incredibly cute! I met him on the net. We always joke around about running away to Vegas to get married. And we have this trip to Amsterdamn just all planned out. But we're not really going. He's too funny. He reminds me of Steve. Just older and more mature. Geez... I'm only 17. Steve is 19. Nick is 19.

Dpcali24 [12:29 PM]: so were still on for amsterdam in like 3 months?
EtownAZNdirty [12:29 PM]: oh yea
Dpcali24 [12:30 PM]: when we gonna smoke together
EtownAZNdirty [12:31 PM]: ooh we'll have to do that soon!
EtownAZNdirty [12:31 PM]: but not while I'm up here
EtownAZNdirty [12:31 PM]: This is my last time in Blaine... Woohoo

I wish I had my pictures on this stupid computer... But no... Dad got the port on the back of my computer wet and I had to go get another computer and now this computer has... NOTHING on it. Oh and to top it off... I straight forgot the speaker cord, so no sound either. My sound is at my appartment. Unbelievably gay.

Dpcali24 [12:44 PM]: well, im gonna get going gorgeous
Dpcali24 [12:44 PM]: later gater

Isn't Dave a sweetie???

So... I saw that video of whoever the hell they are beheading Nick Berg. I cryed. I don't understand how people can just be that cruel? It makes me so sad just knowing there are people out there like that capable of doing those horrid things. I wanted somebody to hug after I saw that. While I saw that... I wish my Nick was here... My Dad couldn't even watch the whole thing. He tried while he was at work and had to shut it off. He couldn't watch it. It was just too much. Berg never did anything wrong. He was over there on his own account, trying to establish communication towers. And that's what he got. Is there no mercy?