I'm tired and a little light headed. I turned in a story to the workshop today. Was it a good one? I'm not sure, but then again trying to produce a good story in a workshop is like someone holding me down to rape me and expecting me to give them a good Fuck. It just isn't going to happen.
The concept of the story is very good for what it is. It being a trite little short story about North Korea, the weight and measurement of what someone belives, ect and all the stuff I usually write when it comes to the topic.

I made it to long, I waisted words, the main charecter was to shallow, the seccondary charecters did not behave belivabley. Why did I make all these errors if I know about them and can write so much better anyhow? Well I'll tell you why. I had four days to write a 20 page story thats how. I was raped (FIGURATIVELY SPEAKING) , thats what.

I'm tired. I know I should be running... but I'm very tired and I have to prepare for a German exam tonight. Why am i tired? ... because I had four days to write a 20 page story and it consumed my time. No work on the novel was done during this time, no decent amount of sleep was gained, nothing I wanted to do was up for discussion. IN other words I was the victim of a good sound rapeing.

Im somewhat afraid to go to PT. I know I'm not great at pull ups but I have to improve. I have to be able to run 3 miles in 20 minuetes and do 16 pull ups while laughing at those who can't do that many. I have to be the best so I can be competive in Officer canidate school... so that some day when I make a spaceship I will be able to fly it and laugh, grotesquely laugh, at the people I'm leaving on earth.

So that I can construct a space station around a Lagrange point (a place where the gravity between to celestial bodies canecl each other out) and leave some kind of mark on the world before I die.

But i'ts all so popmpus and remote.

My brother is addicted to Chai now. It makes for interesting discussions. He stll hates coffee but hey I use to hate it too. I still can't drink the really dark stuff. Nope I am an acolayte of the coffee that is FRU FRU: Starbuck's

Caramel Machato's, Cinamon Dulce Lates, Marble Mocha Machiatos, Frapacheno's and all kinds of exotic things of uknown time and origon.

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