listening to Elvis Presley's renditon of "the first noel" and he has some really strong back up singers. It's all very errie.

I had a really fucked up, Neo Evangalian themed dream.

Now Dean Martin is playing whith his chirstmas contribution, Silent night, for those who wish to know....

anyhow, The dream was pretty messed up, but it wasn't as messed up as the series itself. It started okay because it was devoid of Shinji, and there fore, it lacked terrible psychotic tendancies. However like the series it started out kind of normal... I was in a mecha saving the world... then somehow it went into a kind of celebration feast during which a charecter makes this embaressing confessional to me... and I ignore her. It gets fuzzy but at dreams, end I get sent off to jail. There is more but I think it's to odd or hard to recall to post here. On balance it was a very disapointing dream.

I was never a really lucid dreamer... I can never control what happens. I'm sure there are a few times when I am lucid enough but often a nightmare will stay a nightmare until I wake. And i have had nightmares to make the dream I just talked about look as a candel to an automic bomb, make no mistake. I was just sharing.

But what is interesting is that I haven't seen the show in months. ... but i guese that is imprinting for you.. since I started watching it about six years ago or so.

(something more interesting) I was thinking about the Americans in England for chirstmas of 1944. ... well they were here for war, but the Americans did things because they liked giving and th ey liked children. They would have orphan parties; Especially around Thanksgiving, and Christmas. They would adopt a child for the day and give them presents and food... one of them woud dress up like Santa clause, it was so wonderfull for the tiny war orphans. TO hear them speak of it now , of their tall wonderful benifactors you can hear love in their voices.

The Americans didn't want to be loved, they just wanted to give. There was about 2 million of them, it became a little America in England and almost all of th em had little brothers and sisters. (people were still having large farm sized families back then) so , they loved children. What happened to that? what happened to the decencey and kindness, and giving for giving's sake?

It's a pleasent little memory... I still belive in the American people just as I belive in the human speicies.

Tradition dictates we have Matthew of the new testament read to us tonight. It somehow validates the holiday's. I don't want to sound to religous... somehow
oh well. thats for another time.

1950s- 1960s all the christmas songs (virtually all of them about 90%) had christ in them. But wether it's Christ, Yahway, Vishnu, Budah, or Guru Nanak, I want to wish you a peacuful and pleasent Holidays. and a MERRY CHRISTMAS :-)

To a best friend..... Merry Christmas Beloved Best Friend!!!! : ) You were acting rather out of character last night... To much Vacation in my opinion... : )
» aisforapple on 2005-12-26 11:20:26

You know my FAV part of World War I or II is that one christmas or new years both sides stopped fighting for one day and celebrated the holiday with each other... Seriously.....
» aisforapple on 2005-12-26 05:34:21

You know my FAV part of World War I or II is that one christmas or new years both sides stopped fighting for one day and celebrated the holiday with each other... Seriously.....
» aisforapple on 2005-12-27 05:05:06

I don't like Elvis... He makes me sad.... and gives me gas....
» aisforapple on 2005-12-27 05:05:29

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