Entropy = pain

I'm frightened of losing the people I value, or person I guese. I put a lot of value into just a few people and I don't want to loose touch with them.

In the past people would die or move away and Im no longer frightened of that. But, I see someone... something happening.

I can be pretty handy just being by myself. I may get lonely and want someone to talk to but I have been alone before, I can be alone again. I don't want to damage other peoples lives, so I think I will cool it for a while, perhaps I will never come back to that great freinship, perhaps I will give it a week. I don't know, I can't tell, I can't say.

again I have to shout from the roof tops that I have been accepted into the advanced poetry class which puts me half a semster ahead to graduate with the English BA in the creative writing track. But I love science so much. Science supplies me with so many ideas and my knowledge of it makes elements of my fiction so much more plausable or real.

I can connect sudden infant death syndrome with orginal sin, as some authors no doubt already have. I can contrast the hardness of Carbon 60 with the weakness of the human heart. I guese I was born to write some kind of science fiction. But heck Im working on a fantasy now , called "shadow child". Im alternateing between that and my novel project. I want my novel published soon and I have no shame in admiting that I may put shadow child on the back burner if I need too

I keep writing it, first because I feeel it is a story I need to tell (as all my stories are), and two it is Amy's favorite among my projects. But I could be so proud of the novel.

I am sleepy and I have no one to talk to. but like I said, I can be alone. Alone is okay. Alone is sufficent.

FSU is an exciting place and even if I cannot sleep before Three AM I am sure I can write or find something to do.
ä s still equals pain
Entropy
But it brings strenght and truth don't you think. Pain, chaos, a forge to temper your soul like some kind of metal. Mabey thats what I like so much about Europe.

hello
Its great to see you're a writer. I'm starting to like writing myself, but have a hell of a time writing creatively. Hope that novel of yours has success, keep those fingers crossed
» eXiled on 2005-10-24 01:22:49

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