From: this happens all the time on the new COLD album, "A new kind of pain."

"If a dreams all that I got, then I wish you in a fairly tell where your still in love with me. I can see it in your eyes a look as if your hero fell and lost his soul."

I want that album... though those moody days of loss are behind me I sitll find potency in the raw human emotion of loss. I'ts been my bread and butter as far as poetry has gone. But this is changing an era of my life, the one where I would cry and scream out to god to bring people back, is over. It was supposed to end two years ago and I havn't put great amounts of thought into it.

Because I moved on. So, my poetry is starting to change, too.

Still no word back from the advanced workshop and I have to pick clasess soon. I may just settle for a minor in film which would make me more of a creative dynamo than a rocket scientist for the immdeiate future. I don't think though that there is much shame in that... I just wanted to get in on the private aerospace company boom. I wanted space.

Who knows I may still have it. Everything I go through makes me what I will be.
Anyhow Im announcing a new writing project to begin after completeion of the "shadow child" project.

I will tentativley call this new project "the eastern front". It will depict the disalusionment, and disenchantment of wafeen SS Soldeirs on the front line against russia. Im keeping this one on the back burner to await more reasearch, but I already know a lot. I know that the Waffen SS ended up saving the lives of millions of refugees from the advancing red army. That in the end, cut off from political retaric and Himmler, they began fighting for each other, for survival. Things got desperate after Stalingrad.
But since this is going to be a work of fiction Im going to take it in a diffrent direction than you might expect... after all Im not writing a history book. But of course all this will wait unti the completion of "shdow child" then "war in heaven." but I plan on doing this hopefully before "biological product."

Goodnight Nutang.

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