Here's another blog from the amazing Michael.

Once again my thoughts, but nothing really.

I'm sick to my stomach worrying about her. I want her to call. I want her to tell me she's ok. I want her to sat I love you back to me.

I needed to get out. Why is it that when you make a sound when everyone is asleep even the most minute sound, it roars? Why? I go outside and I lock the door. As soon as I hear the deadbolt clank locked. I felt home, the silence was so inviting, I felt like my old self, even if for only 20 minutes. And my worries were gone. I was relaxed I got a bag of chips and i stood in the middle of the street looking down in. I walked up and down surrounded my the most beautiful sound nothingness. As I looked down the street lights don't stop, they constantly sit there in the darkness of the abyss waiting, eerily for the cars that with not come. They take turns waiting. It was a spooky sight but i couldn't look away. I've never felt so more relaxed than that with the recent times. I wish the moment would last a forever, although I always have loved being alone and taking in the moment of the great emptiness I wish Jes was there. Not with me though, just there to take in the moment with me. It would make the moment just a once a lifetime type thing. I want her to experience that feeling while I'm there with her. I can only hope she would appreciate the beauty of the silence. She really is amazing...I think she would.

I'm happy. I'm going back out. Comment?

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