ok... last few days have been like hell... but im not gunna go into detail because i really don't think it's anyone's business... but... i dunno... I guess that in a way it made me stronger... and im just glad that everything's back to.. semi-normal... as normal as it gets i guess... all i can say is... that i've found that there really are friends out there who would take a bullet for me... and that things arent always what they seem... but you should always forgive... because you never know when you're time will come and you dont wanna leave the world with the last words you said to someone being "i hate you"

This goes out to my Manda, Biffy, Bannah, Ames, Addy, Dummy and Cornz... I do not know what I would do without any of you... You've made me realize so many things... not only about life but about myself... and I know that if I had never become friends with you guys I would not be the erika i am today... You guys have changed me in so many ways... for the better of course... I just hope that no matter what may happen... we will always have each other.. forever and always... I love my girls!

I was still really upset this morning but when I got on the bus Dylan made me smile.... He started singing Uncle Kracker - Follow Me to me cuz he knew about what happened... and the words "follow me, everything is alright" i dunno i just found it really sweet and hes such a good friend to me... then when i got to school i got to see shawn.. and i think he made me sick :-( but its okay i suppose... haha :-P i forgive him.... i know im pretty dumb... but i do.... cuz i love him :-\ :-D

I just wish everyone would stop trying to tell me what to do. They need to realize that I can't learn through they're mistakes. I have to make my own mistakes and deal with the consiquences on my own before I can learn from them. They need to understand that what's right for them doesn't necessarily mean that it's what's right for me... The decisions I make and the mistakes I make are on my own back... and at the end of the day I'm the one who has to look back on them and decide if I've done the right thing. Not them...

Mr. S is such a fricken prick... he thinks that he can say anything to us... and have us not take it personally... and its just like... you know what... F*** you.. haha (I'm trying manda!) Ok i think that's all I have to write about for now....

aww I love you.
» amyL07 on 2004-10-19 05:28:54

aww I love you.
» amyL07 on 2004-10-19 05:32:31

i hope things go back to the way they used to be with us.. I dont really like change :-/
» amyL07 on 2004-10-19 05:39:27

forgiving is good
and i love you
» coolshawn420 on 2004-10-20 02:41:08

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