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:+:.M.E.:+:  Hiswrtrgrl Age. 35 Gender. Female Ethnicity. Caucasion Location Fort Washington, PA School. Other » More info. :+:.M.y.M.o.o.d.:+:
Sunday. July. 24th.
anxious :+:.Verse.of.the.Week.:+:
"Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know." -Jeremiah 33:3 | Trying.... Saturday. 7.3.04 1:11 pm All the lies I tell myself,
every dream I toss aside,
can't conceal who I've become,
or who I long to be.
I fear I can no longer hide my shame,
or wish this pain away.
It eats relentlessly away at my body, my mind,
...my pride,
choking me from somewhere deep within.
Trapped in a circle of endless choices -
"To hurt or heal?" I beg myself,
as I stare at my distorted image,
so fat, so weak, and so alone.
She challenges me -
"Stay in control."
If I could run away from it all,
I don't know that I would.
Yet, to be free from this merciless snare,
to live life with no guilt, no fear,
to be in control without harming my body...
These are the dreams I now dream.
No more 'Knight in Shining Armor,'
or 'Famous Broadway Star.'
Only a broken soul left in a desperate world,
trying her hardest to be everything
everyone wants her to be.
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