Time goes by faster than you can catch up with it. I suppose that is part of life I hate most. Every moment is more precious than the last. How can you decide what to regret, forget, or treasure? Occaisonally, it feels like the whole world is slipping from your grasp. Your spinning....trapped inside a maze of both fear, uncertainty, guilt, and happiness, success, and discovery. You fall and fall, totally out of control. But then, you realize that it isn't you that is spinning and falling, it is the world. That changes everything. It is not that your the only one in the world out of control, just the opposite. The reality of it is, your the only one in control. The world is crazy, not you. People change. I know that now. After all, I have. So have you. There is nothing you can do...no matter how hard you want to scream, how often you cry, how desperately you try to ignore the fact. You cannot escape it. Yet, those people who change still hold the past dear to their hearts. They still have a little bit of who they used to be left somewhere inside them. Eventually, they will let their old self shine through. Then you can be confident that people change who they used to be, but they can never forget....

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