been awhile since i've posted anything here. coz i seriously do not find any meaning in posting any happenings in camp anymore. really, its meaningless..day to day..we are juz rushing through wadever shit is given to us..den waiting ard like idiots to start rushing ard again once the next set of wadever instructions is passed down. really, i feel fucked up, numb at wadever im doing.

its all a pack of lies really. i wonder how long before somebody really flips. of course, when tt happens..they'll juz tell u tt the person who flipped is not mentally fit enough to be a commando. well, fuck them. if being a commando is really all abt this bullshit, den i'm sorry to say, u can keep the fucking sanitary pads to urselves; i have no wish to join ur in being the elite actors of the singapore acting force. so wad if we get the best combat unit every year? so wad if u are the best operational company? i dun give a fuck. its a big act.

throughout the whole camp, signs are posted ard reminding u abt practising safety in wadever u do. really meh? i find it hard to believe so when even the simplest safety rules like having the std 7 hrs of slp and hydration is flouted by the commanders. juz today, we were threatened with confinement if we did not dutifully answer 'yes' qns like 'did u have 7 hrs of slp?' and the like..even when we juz came back from outfield and slpt only like 4 hrs? hah. wad a fucking joke. and when someone really peng san during wadever siong activity being conducted due to insufficient rest..who's gg to take responsibility? the commanders? hardly. the first to be blamed would be us trainees..they would say things like why didn't we take care of ourselves and rest when time is given..even when there's no such time? ha. ha. ha.

and from day 1, they've been telling us tt when we do things fast, we'll have more free time to ourselves. my arse. the only thing tt will happen when u actually do things fast is u will be subjected to more and more worse shit. i wonder how the commanders can live with such lies being told to us trainees daily and expect us to believe in them and let them lead us when they cannot even garner the simplest form of trust from us.

lies. lies. lies. fuck u all, u bastards. we dun trust in any shit u say no more. go rot in hell.

i can carry on for longer and longer with a thousand and one burning issues, but there is simply no pt at all.

national service my arse. how bout national slavery instead. fucking liars.

sounds bad.. there's always hotline.. but think if everyone needed 7 hours of sleep to be operational, think we're gonna lose.. just dont like the lying part.
» Koban on 2006-07-30 06:27:57

nah..7 hrs of slp aside i'm really more pissed off abt all the lies.
» HellSinG on 2006-08-02 10:47:23

are you at band camp? jk...
» little-b on 2006-08-08 10:50:11

where im at is 100 times worse than band camp.
» HellSinG on 2006-08-12 08:46:15

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