yup, im almost there. juz got 10 more months to go before i can fuck off from saf for good. hahahahaha! coz ytd marks the 1 year tt i've been in the singapore acting force as a national saikang warrior fulltime.

yep yep, definitely sth to be happy abt i guess, coz im ald more than halfway thru this shit. provided they dun pull stunts like make me extend my ord date to fight wad stupid atec, i can probably start my civillian conversion course ard march/ april next year. heh.

tt aside, this whole week has been pretty siong, 3 soc and 1 ippt in a week plus pt and other shit is no joke. but heng i made it thru alive, tho nt unscathed. hell has really begun.

this week more than others, i've been thinking back alot to my poly times, the happiest studying period of my life so far. reminiscing abt things tt we used to do, the freedom tt we had yet could nv really appreciate, and many other stuff. and i find tt i really fucking miss being a full time tertiary student, even if i have to rush for project deadlines and study for tests and what nots, its still way way better than what i'm doing now.

at least back then, i could wake up at wadever time i liked, no need answer to higher ups and get fucked and pumped daily like the freaking lowest lifeform ard. back then as long as i could get the job done on time - be it projects or wadever assignments, den everything was cool.

compared to now, where i have to fucking wake up at 530 everyday, do stupid stand by beds, march here and there singing stupid army songs and get fucked by higher ups and sign extras for stupid things... i am 100% sure tt life as a full time student is definitely the best.

yeah, i definitely miss being a student and civilian.

10 months is a period tt seems kinda long and yet might not be at all, depending on how u go abt it. but im hopeful tt there is light at the end of tunnel. coz im fucking gg to get my pink ic back at the end of it.

every day tt passes brings me tt much closer to ORD!!

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