ok, the most significant event of the week would have to be the 16km route march on monday afternn..and the field training at mandai hill/ marsiling area on thursday.

route march first. finally i managed to do the 16km route march, coz during my previous bmt, the most i did was 12km, the 16km one i wasn't feeling well halfway thru and didn't complete. 24km i did marshalling coz by tt time i was ald ooc and also juz came back from att c at home. well, it wasn't too bad la, except tt the weather was damn fucking hot, and i led the cadence as song ic until i went totally hoarse..no issue there...provided tt the platoon sing along..which they didn't..make me and the other 2 back up song ic have to sing muz louder juz to cover for them..fuck..ksl shag.

by the time we returned to camp, the whole company was so tired tt we couldn't even march in step properly..so most of us juz struggled along.. end up got fucked left right centre by the oc and other instructors.. the situation was so much alike to my 12km route march last year which we fucked up tt i was beginning to think if the next day we would kenna tekan big time like wad happened last year..heng not.. coz oc apparently declared tuesday r n r day and we only had ifc lectures the whole day..but consequently, we had to fight the zz monster all day..also sian. hah.

thursday the whole company went out for field training at marsiling there..whole day, damn shag la, left at 6am, only got back at 10pm..den had to clean weapon and send arms...only got to slp at 0030. and i had to do guard duty on the previous night..coz i kenna 4 extra for smoking without permission..and they din even catch me in the act..i kenna coz i owned up in fear tt those who kenna caught would pao to me..kan. lesson learnt..i'm gg to stop smoking for good liao.

back to the field training bit..apparently its to prepare us for the tekong field camp next week, and..its damn horrible la..esp with the fucked up weather..whole day juz rain-stop-rain-stop..everyone got soaked..and tired, and hungry..fuck. lessons covered included shelter construction and trench digging, both of which were damn horrible..subaru guai guai kept fucking us coz we couldn't complete the task up to his damn high standards in time. late afternn we also did fighting fr temp positions..also veri tiring. all the crawling ard, proning and contact drills..knn..got cut by the rifle when i prone down, twice, nt to mention my knees and elbow hurt fr crawling and proning on the hard gravel..sian..

really..only one day i cannot stand it liao..i wonder how i gg to die when we go to tekong next week..2 fucking weeks..plus this kind of lousy weather..its gg to be the nightmare of nightmares. lately, i've been wondering wad the hell i'm doing back in cdo, esp when i hate this kind of life..and such things are a commando's rice bowl..nt tt i cant take it..juz tt i simply detest it. really.

so tired.

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