whew..i survived another week of this nightmarish hell called cdo bmt..thankfully unscathed. yet. really..this is much worse than what i went thru last time..the schedules are super tight..the physical training is more siong, to put it simply.
fuck..this week really seemed super long..nt enough slp, high fatigue level..blah blah. i was platoon i/c for the last 3 days..and its really stressful, nearly went mad coz the platoon could nt perform up to standards and i have to answer for it and there's so many things i have to take charge of. 3 fucking days...where the first day was apppointment, the next two i charlie miked. even tho my sergeant told me i did well, outstanding even, but i feel i dun deserve such praise, since i could nt get the platoon to work together effectively.
really, i am damn exhausted.
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