feeling blady sian now...in fact, tt in itself is an understatement. hah.
anyway, was feeling really luan abt some stuff, mainly matters of the heart..hahah..sounds weird man..but anyway..glad tt i talked to a fren abt them and well, sorta managed to kan kai le...tho i still need time to come to terms with it. but well, at least i have managed to solve one of the problems nagging at me from the bottom of my heart...so erh..rejoice perhaps? lol.
back to the sian part, someone ask me why lidat..thing is, im like really starting to feel got no life lidat...mainly becoz of my mundane routines..day in day out..i wake up early and go to slp pretty early..all for work..and den..weekend also nua at home..nth to do, nowhere to go. now tt most of my frens have found jobs, its also gg to be harder to have outings on weekends also..and hahah..guess wad..after 1 month plus of this life, im enlisting lo..simply put = cheong sua liao!! erh...nt tt im resentful or wad..but its like nth to look forward to at all..bleah..
erh..as for training, it will definitely still go on..for the remaining period of time until enlistment..but i think i will nt be so garung anymore..coz for one..i think i shld listen to wad my frens in the army say: "enjoy civi life while u can" so i think i will..altho like i mentioned before...my civi life is also meaningless de..but wad the heck..i shld juz relac abt training, tt is~continue to train, but nt so siao on..juz enough to condition and prepare myself for when i enlist.
so yeah. ttz it..altho i still think life is really sian rite now..SO...someone jio me go for outings or wad not k!! movies, pool, ktv, thon till morning talk cock, hiking, cycling, running..wadever!! pt is i wan to make full use of the next 5 weeks or so until i enlist and enjoy myself fully so my life can be more meaningful, lolz. yeah! yiba yiba andele!
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