had zhi bao ji for dinner at jurong east again with alvin and chang hong juz now. ahah, might as well, since i was practically rotting at home anyway. gd thing tt im working weekdays, or it'll definitely be worse. hah
played pool at je entertainment centre after tt. gawd! got trashed by alvin left right center. and i couldn't even win chang hong properly~ only won when he pot the black ball by accident. no offense to chang hong, but i had the perception tt im better at pool than him, if only slightly..but now it seems i've been too full of myself all this while.wtf.
oh, and i always tot one gets better with practice..seems its nt so for me in pool, coz i juz played ytd..so by right shld be alrite de, turns out im even worse today than ytd when i played at bk timah plaza with wilson and bradley. fuck. in fact, i got worse today as the hrs wore on...my gawd. it seems i aint improving at all. bball too. i think im even losing out to those kids in my neighbourhood who were inferior last time. and now all of them are playing for their schools, external clubs and wad not. but then again. i haven't been playing for sometime, and i dun even practice at all..so heck la. oh yeah, im also suddenly losing my enthusiasm when it comes to training up for ns. lidat i sure die when i go in. and its cdo somemore..arghhhhhh!!! fuck it! i suck and i noe it. crap. enuf griping. readers: pls juz ignore me ok. thanks.
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