First of all, in case anyone is wondering, I removed those two password protected entries as I thought they weren't making sense. Anyway, back to the main topic.

It has really been one HELL of a week for me this past week...the constant fevers, diarhorea, dizziness....not to mention the weak and lifeless feeling in my limbs...This is really hell, I thought..

At the end of last week, when things finally took a slight turn for the better, I tot that this was finally the end, but it is not to be, the sickness seems to want to toy with me some more...some tests at tan tock seng last sat turned up suspicions of dengue fever, which were confirmed with more tests today...and tmr, I still have to go back for more tests...This is really turning from bad to worse...One LONG HARD ROAD OUT OF HELL, of which the end I still cannot foresee.

Really, after a week of this bullcrap, I am totally sick of it, sick of all the tests, the feeling of helplessness, the sickness itself...I long to go back to school to fool around with my gang of friends and now, even gg back to classes for the whole day seems to be a nicer option than staying at home at the mercy of this dreaded dengue fever. If my blood test results tmr turn to the worse, I will have to be hospitalised, I am told, which I bloody do not want to, as it is even more boring than staying at home...I really miss school, miss the whacky company of my gang of friends, and I want to go back to rejoin them asap, even if it means busting my ass and cracking my head daily over projects...its a choice I would take over being down with dengue fever anytime...

Really..I dun even noe when I can make it back to school, the workload is one thing, the pressure is another, but the boredom right now is the worse, I dunno how much longer of this shit I can take, I seem to be on the borderline of insanity now, so much so tt I dun think I am making any sense anymore.

Someone once told me that she wanted to get dengue to lose weight, my only answer is dun be a fucking idiot, its much better to be enjoying a healthy state of body and mind than to be a blithering idiot who can do nothing all day because of dengue fever.

well I dun think I am making sense anymore, so adios for now..

hey
hey r u ok? take good care kae? dun wanna c my fren in tis state. dun worry, u have frenz to help u wif ya sch work wen u get bk. so rest well at home oki? take gd care wor. cya soon! :P
» xinyi0121 on 2004-08-23 07:41:55

take care worz...
» merrick on 2004-08-23 07:59:33

take care :p
» Koban on 2004-08-23 08:47:36

yeah! take care man!
» BITCH on 2004-08-23 12:51:11

thx ppl..
» HellSinG on 2004-08-24 05:42:15

what happened today
» Koban on 2004-08-26 08:52:33

hur dunno oso lei juz suddenly felt damn dizzy..like gg to faint..the doc says i need more rest, so ttz wad i'm doing now
» HellSinG on 2004-08-27 04:03:45

Sorry, you do not have permission to comment.

If you are a member, try logging in again or accessing this page here.