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THIS IS ME, ALL ME!!  GrimXGrl072 Age. 13 Gender. Female Ethnicity. half hispanic and half filipino Location Imperial Beach, CA School. Other » More info. WAT DAY IS IT 2DAY???
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After my X came S
No guy is worth your tears but I am afraid it's too late for me for I have already fallen too deep in love. I try so hard to cover my eyes and hide myself from these feelings but I just can't hide my heart from the pain. He has been my strength when I have been too weak and my eyes when I just couldn't see. He brought me to believe in myself and it was him that made me who I have always wanted to be. It's that little something that brings you to push yourself to the limit and to keep on dreaming. Well he has been my little push and my shove. I felt that having these feeings held inside was just too much for me to handle so i opened it to world. When I finally blossomed from a bud to a beautiful red rose right away I fell back inside as a bud for he had not felt the same way.The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. Life has been confusing trying to move on and forget all i ever felt for him. It's makes me cry and think all i ever felt was a waste of my time. All these feelings just seem too good to let go and if I even wanted to forget him my heart wouldn't let me forget him. why do we always seem to want what we can't have? Lessons learned but then i listen to my heart and it says still come back for more. [still under construction] ~BY: ME~ Song of my Life so far...
Hotel Paper: Are You Happy Now?
No, don't just walk away
Pretending everything's ok
And you don't care about me
And I know there's just no use
When all your lies become your truths and I don't care
Could you look me in the eye
And tell me that you're happy now
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
You took all there was to take
And left me with an empty plate
And you don't care about it
And I, I've given up this game
And leaving you with all the blame cause I don't care
Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you're happy now
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Do you really have everything you want?
You can never give somethin' you ain't got.
You can't run away from yourself
Could you look me in the eye?
And tell me that you`re happy now
Come on tell it to my face or have I been erased
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?
Would you look me in the eye?
Could you look me in the eye?
I've had that all I can take
And I'm about to break
Cause I'm happy now
Are you happy now?
~BY:MICHELLE BRANCH~
P.S. THIS SONG IS DEDICATED TO MY X BF | our CONVO! Thursday. 11.6.03 11:30 pm xXBikiniBabe67Xx: dang im supposed to start tomorrow 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: . 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: hehe 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: get it 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: .
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: . 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: . 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: . 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: .. 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: . 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: lol 
SpeedyGenie27: YES 
SpeedyGenie27: i fuking get it 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: lmao 
SpeedyGenie27: ...but i'm still on mine...or am i late? 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: late 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: arent you? 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: lol
SpeedyGenie27: iono, never keep track 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: i do hehe 
SpeedyGenie27: ha ha 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: well my calendar sayz the 7th, but iono
SpeedyGenie27: o well don't u always start late neway? 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: ya, LOL, i do huh? 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: i swear my eyes really burn 
SpeedyGenie27: well close em for a while 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: lol ok ill try ...
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: i really did try and it made them worse
SpeedyGenie27: ha ha that sux 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: sheesh thanks DR. fucker 
SpeedyGenie27: well i'm trying 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: i know hehe 
SpeedyGenie27: my nose fukin hurts!
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: sheesh my eyes ur nose 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: what next lol 
SpeedyGenie27: iono but damn it makes me sneeze 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: haha 
SpeedyGenie27: like freakin 2 yrs later 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: i know again lol
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: sorry i swear i was in like a daze,ha ha 
SpeedyGenie27: damn i guess 
SpeedyGenie27: ha ha u kno how i shoulda known i was gonna start? 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: what cramps?
SpeedyGenie27: no i was SERIOUSLY cravin my halloween chocolate 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: ohhhhhh ha ha me too
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: fuck theres a sign lol 
SpeedyGenie27: wat? ooo ha ha
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: i say lol a lot huh 
SpeedyGenie27: are u even really fukin laughin? or are u just sayin that? 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: i dont know 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: lol ....uhh i said it again fuck 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: o o well 
SpeedyGenie27: i swear we're so freakin weird 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: I KNOW , another hour later lol
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: now i REALLY accually am laughing!!! hehehe
SpeedyGenie27: i swear u always do that
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: im sorry hehe
SpeedyGenie27: hehe oook 
xXBikiniBabe67Xx: i daze off lol 
SpeedyGenie27: i swear
Comment! (0) | Recommend! Makin up Time Sunday. 11.2.03 6:34pm well i guess i haven't written in a long time cuz when i was supposed to write that day my mom got all PISSY and i couldn't. it really got me mad cuz she was SO stupid!!  i just decided to argue back! i hate bein pit down and treated like shit so i just couldn't take it! so i talked back to her SO much! and i was glad that i did, it was SO stupid and pointless, she swears like she's all that but she's NOT! and she says it's her house when dad is the one pullin all the weight around here. HA her house my ASS! well after that was HALLOWEEN!! yeah! now that was FUN. (it was ok actually :p) but michael had a party, we didn't stay at his house long cuz we decided to go trick-or-treating!  there was this one house that was very scary! well, not REALLY but it did scare us. there was a guy w/ a chainsaw haha heather woulda freaked if she went w/ us. and we got a LOT of candy . the best part (i think) was when leslie wasn't there and every1 one else-just maria,nichole,michael,amanda and me!- was sittin around the fire in his backyard he he. that was a time where friendship seemed so real and so great! well i got to eat my candy now so i'll write more if i need to. byeee! ...that is f i can find my candy " where did i put it?" ...huh...Comment! (1) | Recommend! FIRE Monday. 10.27.03 5:10pm well just yesterday i've heard the BIG news!! there's a fire all around San Diego county. it started in barona and can you believe it's so close by??  it's pretty scary, i was just nearby there too cuz of my softball game. We won the 1st game and the other team forfeited the other game so we go outta there early cool huh? well i hope this whole fire thing clears up cuz i wanna go outside!! and go see shaffer! i miss him so much! today i was listening to a song that made me think of him and it made my heart pound right out of my chest. it hurts to love him and him not love me back but i don't think i'll ever love another the special way that i loved him. live goes on and i just can't wait around.plus i'm sure there will be others just not one like him. i just hope that this whole fire gets under control soon. it's terrible to think that other ppl's homes are being burned down, some bbeing runned out of thier homes and some even dying. i hate to think that ppl AND animals are dying out there. well neway yesterday me and heather went to the pumpkin patch and then we went to Big 5, it was fun! we also went to a halloween store which was pretty fun!  heather tried on this wig and she looked so good w/ short hai w/ red highlights...it was cool he he i tihnk she should ct her hair like that! ok well she's over right now so i gotta go
o and P.S. cuz of the ashes from the fire i had NO school today and NONE tomorrow!  Comment! (3) | Recommend! ScaryMovie3 Sunday. 10.25.03 10:11 pm ha ha ha we saw "Scary Movie 3"!!! it was SOOOOO funny!!! (yesterday night) damn we laughed through the WHOLE movie!! damn i wanna buy that movie! i think i wanna see it again! that was so hilarious,i don't want to spoil it for ne1 who wants to see it so i'll just leave it at that! the movie was awesome and ALL of you should go see it!  Comment! (0) | Recommend! My Type Saturday. 10.25.03 8:15pm well i got online and no1 was on so i decided to go and read message boards and one of them kinda made me think... what do "i" look for in a guy??? well i look for a guy who's smart (damn a guy who's smart is SO hard to find) smart guys are so attractive, iono y it's just that when i see all these other guys who don't kno squat smart guys really stick out! so i guess u can say that i like a guy who is an individual.  if they're smart then he can support himsef! he's independent and can take care of himself, i mean he cant be a complete slob and don't even kno how to cook or do laundry! i mean most guys are such pigs and it's pretty gross but i'm not gonna judge a guy on just how clean he is. o0o he has a GREAT sense of humor! i love guys that can make me laugh, MAJOR TURN ON! ha ha i love to laugh so a guy has to share my same sense of humor. some1 who's open- minded, not ashamed of who they are! and can speak their mind! i don't think a guy who can't speak for himself is all that cool cuz u have to be a lil aggressive to get by in life, u can't let ppl push u around! aw and he has to be sweet, he just has to show how sensitive he is becuz it shows that he is caring and he has feelings too! like as if he could care for some1 other than himself wow i pretty much explained a guy's personality...i pretty much explained ONE guy i kno, too bad he isn't the "one" for me i try so hard not to cry about it, but sometimes it's better to let your feelings out. well neway let me go on about wat else i like about guy (but not as important as wat i wrote above) i like style of clothing, i like a rebellious look  oooo i like it when a guy wears ALL black, it looks nice!! but i won't get too much into that cuz well there isn't too much to say. i like guys w/ nice eyes!! if they have nie eyes they RIGHT away catch my attention guys w/ -especially hazel eyes- make me blush. i like guys tall too!! o that is so nice,not TOO tall tho! i prefer shaggy hair too! it's nice to run your hands their hair =) he he well other than that there isn't too much to a guy, his personality is KEY! well this damn entry is long enough to later!!Comment! (0) | Recommend! Chat Room Wednesday. 10.22.03 9:07pm ok this is gonnabe a quick entry!! (and so much to say too!!) well today there was a protest against police brutallity and guess who was protesting!!! my one and only shaffer!!! wow he's so open-minded! y must i be so in love w/ him? it's like torture to me ...everytime i see him i blush  now that's rare considerin that i have pretty dark skin...not too dark tho. well i was supposed to call bryana and tell her all about it but i didn't find the time to do it shhh don't tell her! he he i'll talkto her 2morrow. o0o and guess who's bein a POSER?!? damn pedro!! wat a lil rat! he thinks he can fit in when he can't!i wanna kick his ass SOO bad!! ugh! that is NOT right! i mean he was hangin out w/ elliot, genzle, chas and SHAFFER!! i mean UUUGGGHHHH o well as long as he's here i will not let neting GREAT happen to him, good things my come his way but NOTHING great! o when i got in a chat room w/ mae an melissa (i left for just a min) and when i came back ALL these ppl were in there!! alota ppl i didn't kno!! ha ha it was funny!!  there was soooo many ppl to say hi to...i liked brad the best he was cool. melissa said i had a cybr crush just cuz i thought he was cool sheesh...we barely even talked!! o well then as soon as i was about to leave a guy ims me (happens alot!) i'm actually surprised cuz onmy profile it said i was 14 or 13 watever...h lives in IB too...maybe i'll see him around Comment! (2) | Recommend! |
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