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babe.. i understand you're upset.
i tried to talk to you as long as i could.. if there was a house phone or something here, believe.. i would have called. i wanted to talk to you so badly.. i tried to calm you down and tell you things would be okay even if i didn't believe it myself. and i did like that you asked your parents.. in fact, i loved it.. it made me feel even more loved by you.. and like someone wanted to help me. and i know you do. i just don't want to put this upon your shoulders when you have enough stress of your own.. i know all of this, so don't tell me i don't... there's just nothing i could do.. i would have killed to sit on the phone with your for hours just to talk. i miss you so much, you don't even know. i tossed for two hours last night because i couldn't get comfortable laying on either side of my body because it felt awkward without a leg between my legs and a body in my arms. i know all of this, don't tell me i don't. i tried to clear everything up for you as well as i could, but you didn't ask questions for me to answer. i didn't know what else there was to answer.. and when i asked if you were upset i got that you were worried about me.. so i tried to put your mind at ease.. what else could i have done? i don't want to worry you. you've got enough on your plate already. i'm sorry if i made you upset and made you worry.. and so far, there's nothing to update you about unless you haven't checked your myspace messages.. if not, you should do that....
i love you, i love you a lot..
» ThisCharmingMan on 2007-04-11 12:35:08

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