So I'm here in blacksburg, just kinda sitting in my apartment. Me and my little white parakeet, that I've dubbed "the albino turkey" (her real name is Kaya).

And I'm depressed.

So I go shopping. A lot.
I bought 4 dvds and more yarn to accomodate a growing queue of scarves.
and some other stuff.

Most of it wasn't necessary, but it will all be used.

It was a nice night last night. I went out, and it was beautiful.
today, is beautiful.

I should be sad I'm not with family on the holiday.
Mom and dad are doing their own thing, and they don't really need me.

And I don't really need them.
Except for money.
Man I need money.
Man can I spend money.

I came to the conclusion that It's wrong to need anyone.
to live
love
be happy

it's ridiculous to do it
utterly.

You have to depend on yourself most
without yourself
you will be lost

Why should I be sad when I have all of this peace?

I'm so ZEN
I should right HAIKU
and walk through life in PEACE

not really.
but the thing is, if you don't have family
there's no one to disown you
tell you you're wrong
be disappointed
otherwise undermine every stupid and not stupid decision you make

so this is kind of nice

although going home for christmas will also be nice.
it's fucking dead here during the holidays.

wellwelllwell
hows it going? holidays always suck neway. i read back a few entries... you smoke now? i hope not... hows your nose btw? any new piercings tats?
» lostsoul on 2005-12-03 01:55:42

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