High above where I belong looking down to a place I should never venture to
But under my skin I itch to visit and say hi.
I tell myself no repeatedly.
So far so good.
Last Stretch.
Setting: Night, Beach, Car with orange juice at my feet.
My mind is a battle ground.
Decisions. Decisions. Decisions.
Retract.
Fuck it.
I said it. Fuck.
The next thing I see and hear are my hand reaching and unzipping.
Fumbling with the plastic foil container. Pass one back.
Grabbed a cup and the orange juice which turns out to be Sunny Delight.
The car is moving now.
1,2,3,4
swallow.
5,6,7,8
gone.
All I can do is wait.

Good? Bad? Who knows.

Setting: Starbucks off of Palm and Saturn, Hookah, and a group of friends.
It is very clear that there were two distinguishable groups.
Only glass inbetween.

Lemon mint Hookah. First time.
Smoother than I expected.
With each hit that I took I began to relax more.
My head began to get lighter and my body began to grow a little heavier.
walk.
I can.

Setting: Parking lot, Cars, on Palm Ave. on the way home.
"Let's go to the car!" Gene says and walks away.
I follow.
In his car we sit there waiting for something but not knowing what soon music fills the empty space.
My ears ring and my body reacts to the heavy bass from the song.
Trance is the preference tonight.
I find myself in the car alone.
Sleepy.

Camille opens my door.
"Hey let's go to Lai's car."
"Okay."
I stand.
I giggle.
Can I walk?
Yes.

Tap. Tap.
huh?
Tap. Tap.
What the fuck.
Tap. Tap. Tap.
"Stop it Camille! Stop messing with me!!"
She laughs.
I laugh.

Lai's backseat.
Feeling kind of funny, good.
Driving.
Talking. Talking. Talking.
I can't stop talking.
Lai pokes me.
"huh?"
poke.
"HEEY!"
I see two figures very close together.
I can't stop myself so I ask,
"Are you guys kissing? KISS KISS KISS KISSY KISS!!"
I giggle uncontrollably.
Giggle fits.

Setting: Home.
I'm okay. I can walk.
Lai and Camille walk me to the door.
Dad opens the door.
Say bye.
I walk into the house and my dad asks me if I want to eat.
I say "No, I'll eat later." Not hungry.
"I need to take off my shoes."
Run up the stairs.
Head rush.
I giggle.

Setting: room
I forgot I went to the beach and that there's sand in the cuffs of my pants.
I fall to my bed sleepy.
I decide to call my cousin to tell him that I finally smoked hookah.
Just then I begin reaching my peak.
I begin to jabber.
Blah. Blah. Blah.
Hang up.
Call Stephanie my other cousin.
I'm on the phone with her during most of my peak.
There's sand on my bed now and I noticed.
Picture.
I'm on the phone while trying to clean the sand off my bed and constantly saying "OH MY GOD! There's sand all over my bed!"
I'm tripping balls like their no tomorrow.
Rolling in bed. Rolling in bed. Rolling in bed.
We're laughing on the phone.

I start calming down.
Computer.
I go to google... It's all black.
I freak out.
I restart the computer.
It's still black then I realize that it's earth day.
silly me.

finally sleep.
In a sandy bed.


Adventures are what I live for.

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