Yes, I'm gonna call it a mailbag, because I need to respond to these comments that I've recieved. By the way, thank you to the three folks who got a chance to comment before I so rudely interrupted the NuTang community.

Let me start off by saying, thank you. I do appreciate the comments,

dont think that.. take it all as a test... it obviously makes life challenging.. maybe too challenging for our liking.. but trust me ur not alone.. im quite in the shits myself atm.. but we must persevere!! sorry i obviously cant do much for u, but to prove ur mental god wrong by commenting and give u moral support!!
» ruiyan on 2007-01-05 05:47:23

Yeah, it makes life challenging, and perservering is all we can do at this point. Thank you for the moral support, greatly appreciated.

lol
Trust me, it's raining down on more people than just you.
And don't call yourself a fuck up or anything to that effect. You're at least trying.
Also, I'm without financial aid this semester, as well. It can be done, I assure you.
And lastly, read the book of Job from the bible. You'll see we're not the only ones who suffer in this world.
» elessar257 on 2007-01-05 09:43:48

Yeah, it is raining down on more people than me, much worse than it is on me, Hell, I could be in the Sudan sitting in a tent hoping those footsteps outside are friendly, but due to the noises that preceeded them, having a funny feeling that they're not so friendly. However, I did need to be able to put my life in perspective, and I thank you for that. I have read Job... several times as I have read the Bible front to back on two seperate occasions (I know, I know, I'm a Jew... but ya gotta know for yourself what's right for you... and screw you doubters, Job is included in the Tanakh)... and yeah, I'm definitely not losing my faith... and despite what I said yesterday, I still prayed, because that's how I roll.

what he said.
Job is hardcore. HARDCORE.

and it's true. It's all over the f'ing place. Honestly. I myself got suspended from school and had to wobble on home so I can try and get a grip on things. I'm also going to be going to a threapist....I just need to find one - and I can't procastinate on that...for my own sake. Good luck to you - I'd like very much to know how you're doing - so keep on updating.

p.s. your entry...was rather funny, and for that you get a smile.
:)
» Helena on 2007-01-05 08:52:55

Thank you kindly. Woot on going to see a shrink, eh? Definitely don't procrastinate on that... I was lucky enough that my insurance company sent me a list of folks I could go to and get three sessions for free. So that's good. But I will keep updating as much as possible. And let me know how you're doing too.


Anyway, keep the comments coming, folks. I enjoy getting feedback on both my misery and happiness.

Love,
Chris

yes, I suppose a 'woot' would be in order. I'm not completely sure I'm going to be going to one - I've started a journal (written of course) and it seems to be helping me out alot more than I would have thought. Somehow words on paper are far heavier than words on the internet. No matter how many people read 'em. I'm glad that you're going though, and I believe yet another 'woot' is in order for 3 free sessions.
As for how I'm doing? Eh, it's up and down - there are days I don't want to get out of bed, and there are days I can't wait for the day to start. I have a terrible tendancy of either 'sinking or swimming' walking is something i'm yet to master (in the metaphorical sense of course). But things are good~ish. I'm currently in desprate need of a job and in even more desprate need of gathering enough money to move out of my house.
We'll see what life hands me.
» Helena on 2007-01-13 05:18:26

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