Life isn't easy alot of the time. But I'd say its still good.

Wow, I just realized something, this very minute. I was sitting here thinking, why is it that its so hard to break old habbits and go the right direction. I always wind up going back to my old ways. I FINALLY KNOW!! Its all in the mind, as usual. I've trying to do the right thing, cuz I knew it was right. But error, I didn't change how I was thinking about what I was trying to not do. I still thought it was kool.

With God's help I'll be able to change my thinking about these things. And the desire for them will slowly go away. It'll be a working progress, and I'll probably slip afew times, but I'll keep getting back up. If my friends at school are reading this, you can help. If I start cussing or start geting into something involving bondage be like, "DOWN KEVIN!" And if I get all depressed again, tell me to check my attitude, and to get my eyes off of my problems and onto God.

And *****, I don't know if we'll ever be anything more then friends. I hope so, but if not, it wasn't God's plan. I have to much crap in my life right now. I was going to ask you out last week, now I realize that I shouldn't. I want the very best for you *****, and I'm not it. We both just need to focus on God right now. Love you...friend. See you at school.

Love ya, all my friends,
See ya!

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